the morning
I didn't sleep Sunday night
I got to bed at three last night (or this morning, depending on how you look at it) after talking to josh for a couple hours
The deal is: On saturday, josh cheated on me with Chrystal. On monday, when Chrystal told me, I just couldn't stop laughing.
She and I are connected, strangely. On Friday night, she could sense that I was in trouble, and she felt the pain as well as I did.
I explaned to her yesterday in study hall, and she told me about how she and I were thinking of killing ourselves at the exact same time, even though our lives were great.
Josh and I talked last night, and we're going to work through it. The main reason why I didn't break up with him, was because of the dreams, and I knew they wouldn't stop until I knew the question. Confused? I've had this dream, and it comes every now and then. I'm sitting on a dock, talking with a boy. Then he asks me a question that makes me uncomfortable, so I run off. The I end up in this run down town, and no one helps me find my way out. The other night, a couple weeks ago, Josh told me about this dream he's been having for as long as he can remember. It was the same dream, only he was the boy.
So, i figured if I knew the question, the dreams might stop.
He told me what the question was yesterday.
He asked me it this morning.
He wants to know if he can keep me forever.
I got to bed at three last night (or this morning, depending on how you look at it) after talking to josh for a couple hours
The deal is: On saturday, josh cheated on me with Chrystal. On monday, when Chrystal told me, I just couldn't stop laughing.
She and I are connected, strangely. On Friday night, she could sense that I was in trouble, and she felt the pain as well as I did.
I explaned to her yesterday in study hall, and she told me about how she and I were thinking of killing ourselves at the exact same time, even though our lives were great.
Josh and I talked last night, and we're going to work through it. The main reason why I didn't break up with him, was because of the dreams, and I knew they wouldn't stop until I knew the question. Confused? I've had this dream, and it comes every now and then. I'm sitting on a dock, talking with a boy. Then he asks me a question that makes me uncomfortable, so I run off. The I end up in this run down town, and no one helps me find my way out. The other night, a couple weeks ago, Josh told me about this dream he's been having for as long as he can remember. It was the same dream, only he was the boy.
So, i figured if I knew the question, the dreams might stop.
He told me what the question was yesterday.
He asked me it this morning.
He wants to know if he can keep me forever.