Mar 11, 2002 14:45
what a fucking day. That about sums it up. Josh.... I'm not gonna even go there. He cheated on me with Chrystal. She felt terrible about it, after she did it. When she told me in Pre Algebra, I just started laughing, and I couldn't stop! We laughed, and laughed so hard.
now the note he wrote me is being passed around to everyone, (Victoria and Meghan) and I'll bet he's not going to be happy if he finds out they're reading it, seeing as it's very private. *sigh* what's a girl to do?
I love him. That's that. I do, and so far nothing has changed that, even him cheating on me, twice, it just doesn't matter, cuz I love him.
Chrystal and I had a long strange talk in Study hall. WE're definately connected somehow. She was feeing things that I was, and On thursday when I was cleaning the kitchen, picked up a knife, and for no reason, just said to myself: "I could kill myself" abd she told me she did the same thing exactly.
no time to finish......