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So here I sit reflecting on the past week or so....
College is def different than home. I can do whatever I want whenever I want to, and I dont have to worry about anyone getting on my ass for it.
Tonight is the first night that I've actually had time to sit down and update. And boy dose it feel good to write and get it all out.
If theres anyone who reads this and is offended easily ya might as well stop reading this now.
The last week's been crazy. I've let my walls down so much. To much at a time or two.
It's basicly been a bunch of hanging out with the people I've met here. I went to the brickyard club a few times and danced my heart out and then country night on this past wed. It fuckin rocked. I felt like it's where I belonged. I loved it. I hooked up with this kid Brett but that was kinda a one nighter. Yea, I know it makes me sound like a whore but it wasnt a big deal to me. lastnight I spent the night with this kid Aaron. Everyone calls him chin. I dont really like it though. I think his real name is cute. We've spent most of today together too. I think he's something more than Brett was. Or at least I hope so. I like him a bunch. I havent felt this way in a while. I think that although I liked Jerimy things went wrong like they did because he was kind of a rebound of sorts.
Im gonna cut it short now because I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette and call Bethany.
More later.
College is def different than home. I can do whatever I want whenever I want to, and I dont have to worry about anyone getting on my ass for it.
Tonight is the first night that I've actually had time to sit down and update. And boy dose it feel good to write and get it all out.
If theres anyone who reads this and is offended easily ya might as well stop reading this now.
The last week's been crazy. I've let my walls down so much. To much at a time or two.
It's basicly been a bunch of hanging out with the people I've met here. I went to the brickyard club a few times and danced my heart out and then country night on this past wed. It fuckin rocked. I felt like it's where I belonged. I loved it. I hooked up with this kid Brett but that was kinda a one nighter. Yea, I know it makes me sound like a whore but it wasnt a big deal to me. lastnight I spent the night with this kid Aaron. Everyone calls him chin. I dont really like it though. I think his real name is cute. We've spent most of today together too. I think he's something more than Brett was. Or at least I hope so. I like him a bunch. I havent felt this way in a while. I think that although I liked Jerimy things went wrong like they did because he was kind of a rebound of sorts.
Im gonna cut it short now because I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette and call Bethany.
More later.