maybe not so much like paradise....
So I gave him a chance to redeem himself. This weekend. "Call me if u wanna do sumthing", I said. I told him I was free today & wanted to hang out. He knew this. He knows i've been trying to plan some time with him and has even said he wants to hang out. But has he called me? no. Or even made any noticable effort? no. Actions are speaking ten times louder than his words lately. And heres the fuckin deal....
He's NOT too busy too see me or even CALL me once in awhile
HE SHOULD be making me feel important. You dont just not acknowledge your girlfriends' prescence entirely & expect her to be ok
So you know what? Yes, something obviously IS wrong. It's getting ready hard to give him the benefit of the doubt anymore. I deserve much better than what he's NOT been giving me lately. I deserve to be treated the way he treated me when we first got together. Cared about, loved, wanted & appreciated. He'd be a fuckin idiot to let me slip away & im not afraid of sounding like a "James" saying it. His friends & EVERYONE are in awe of supposedly how lucky he is to have me. And lately its like everyone but him realizes that. I care about him so fuckin much but I need to know he cares. So no, you're NOT too fuckin busy to show me you care. And you're certainly not too fuckin busy to call me up & ask me how my day was LIKE YOU USED TO. You're not too busy to say hey to me when we work together & show me you care. I dont give a flying FUCK what other guys are around. Either he's gunna step up VERY soon or theres gunna be some serious problems. I refuse to let this shit drive me fuckin insane. I refuse to envy Whitcomb & Laurens relationship over my own. And I refuse to keep giving him chances to redeem himself. Period.
In other GOOD news, I went to the Filenes HUGE sale last night and almost DIED. I got literally $350 worth the shit for ONLY $30. This sale is INSANE so get there while you can. Shopping like that last night was just what I needed. I got beautiful new earrings for $3...an eighty dollar bag for $7 and alot of nice clothes for 90% off their prices. SO EVERYONE GET TO FILENES!!!!!
He's NOT too busy too see me or even CALL me once in awhile
HE SHOULD be making me feel important. You dont just not acknowledge your girlfriends' prescence entirely & expect her to be ok
So you know what? Yes, something obviously IS wrong. It's getting ready hard to give him the benefit of the doubt anymore. I deserve much better than what he's NOT been giving me lately. I deserve to be treated the way he treated me when we first got together. Cared about, loved, wanted & appreciated. He'd be a fuckin idiot to let me slip away & im not afraid of sounding like a "James" saying it. His friends & EVERYONE are in awe of supposedly how lucky he is to have me. And lately its like everyone but him realizes that. I care about him so fuckin much but I need to know he cares. So no, you're NOT too fuckin busy to show me you care. And you're certainly not too fuckin busy to call me up & ask me how my day was LIKE YOU USED TO. You're not too busy to say hey to me when we work together & show me you care. I dont give a flying FUCK what other guys are around. Either he's gunna step up VERY soon or theres gunna be some serious problems. I refuse to let this shit drive me fuckin insane. I refuse to envy Whitcomb & Laurens relationship over my own. And I refuse to keep giving him chances to redeem himself. Period.
In other GOOD news, I went to the Filenes HUGE sale last night and almost DIED. I got literally $350 worth the shit for ONLY $30. This sale is INSANE so get there while you can. Shopping like that last night was just what I needed. I got beautiful new earrings for $3...an eighty dollar bag for $7 and alot of nice clothes for 90% off their prices. SO EVERYONE GET TO FILENES!!!!!