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Dear Brain,
This week you have been being very obnoxious and selfish. Thinking so much when you know i"m just trying to more or less survive high school and live kinda the way I want to? LAME! I don't really like having identity crises...I don't really like wondering y I can't communicate...I don't reall like being all paranoid about everything...and then what the heck were u thinking failing me the one time I really kinda needed u to be obnoxious an think a lot?! I was NOT expecting to be in the top ten...so prepared nothing for an on the spot speech..and going first didn't help..and u LEFT me with like a five word vocabulary and no knowledge of sentence structure...not to mention no memories of what I've done in life for the past five years...thanks a lot..i kidna want to ban u..but ur also the only thing that gets me...so thanks?...idk y I'm writing to u...life's been weird...sean isn't at tennis and josh is kinda lame..but he's having a baby next week..a lot of the kids in my life are just hard to deal with...and all the pressures...I want a goal..can u pick one?! like if I'm striving towards something I'll know it all MEANS something but this aimless wandering hoping it works out...isn't goign to work much longer
ahhhhh
fjslkfj :)
This week you have been being very obnoxious and selfish. Thinking so much when you know i"m just trying to more or less survive high school and live kinda the way I want to? LAME! I don't really like having identity crises...I don't really like wondering y I can't communicate...I don't reall like being all paranoid about everything...and then what the heck were u thinking failing me the one time I really kinda needed u to be obnoxious an think a lot?! I was NOT expecting to be in the top ten...so prepared nothing for an on the spot speech..and going first didn't help..and u LEFT me with like a five word vocabulary and no knowledge of sentence structure...not to mention no memories of what I've done in life for the past five years...thanks a lot..i kidna want to ban u..but ur also the only thing that gets me...so thanks?...idk y I'm writing to u...life's been weird...sean isn't at tennis and josh is kinda lame..but he's having a baby next week..a lot of the kids in my life are just hard to deal with...and all the pressures...I want a goal..can u pick one?! like if I'm striving towards something I'll know it all MEANS something but this aimless wandering hoping it works out...isn't goign to work much longer
ahhhhh
fjslkfj :)