I'm baa-aack (for the moment)
Okay, so I was reading some old journals today from when I was like ten years old...wow, life was easy back then. I was whining about having to write a 1000 word essay. Haha, how lame, right? After reading those I thought I would read some stuff from here. Man, am I a drama queen or what? I never really noticed it before, but I totally am! Gotta work on that I guess.
So I think I'm gonna try writing in this thing again, but I can say that 'til I turn blue, we'll see if it really happens.
Right now life is about applying for jobs and praying for interviews. It's also about being a grown-up...ick. I am learning why my parents were so cranky sometimes. Being an adult sucks--a crap load of bills and not enough money to pay them and have a life at the same time. I'm applying for a second job because I need the money. I hope I get it, it would give me an extra $120 a week. It would really help.
Let's see, what else? I went out to the bars on Friday night with Steph. I drove so she could have fun, boy was that a mistake. We're leaving the bar and she walks away from me and goes off to the beach with some guy. I'm about to go find her when I see a guy I know drunkenly staggering off towards his car, keys in hand. I'm like hell no, I'm not gonna let him drive. So I grab him, put him in my car and give him a ride home, leaving steph at the beach. But of course I can't just leave her there, because well I'm not a bitch and I care about my friend. So I turn around and drive back and call her telling her she's coming with me because there's no way I'm letting her stay with the loser she's hanging with. I have to pretty much hold her hand just to get her to the car. I was so pissed. She was acting like a complete moron; it was totally ridiculous. We talked the next day, and we're fine now. But I think I'm still pissed about it. I can't stop thinking about it and it gets me all wound up when I do. So I dont wanna be around steph because...well because of everything I just said.
NEXT! Andrew is pissing me off too. He got mad at me a few weeks ago, I still don't know why. We haven't been the same since. Now I find out that he's dating an ex-girlfriend. A girlfriend who he bitched about incessantly. From the way he talked, it pretty much sounds like he didn't like anything about her. So therefore, my question is why would you want to be with someone you didn't like at all? If you have an answer for that one, let me know. Because of this I really dont' wanna be around Andrew. That's cuts out like half my friends...oy!
On top of that, I'm really starting to miss everyone from school. I realized the other day when I heard a totally lame joke and I said "sounds like something aimee would say". That bummed me out. I miss everyone, especially the people you know you'll never really see again. Damn graduating college sucks.
Okay, now that I've thoroughly depressed myself, I'm gonna go to bed. Gotta work in AM.
--night--
So I think I'm gonna try writing in this thing again, but I can say that 'til I turn blue, we'll see if it really happens.
Right now life is about applying for jobs and praying for interviews. It's also about being a grown-up...ick. I am learning why my parents were so cranky sometimes. Being an adult sucks--a crap load of bills and not enough money to pay them and have a life at the same time. I'm applying for a second job because I need the money. I hope I get it, it would give me an extra $120 a week. It would really help.
Let's see, what else? I went out to the bars on Friday night with Steph. I drove so she could have fun, boy was that a mistake. We're leaving the bar and she walks away from me and goes off to the beach with some guy. I'm about to go find her when I see a guy I know drunkenly staggering off towards his car, keys in hand. I'm like hell no, I'm not gonna let him drive. So I grab him, put him in my car and give him a ride home, leaving steph at the beach. But of course I can't just leave her there, because well I'm not a bitch and I care about my friend. So I turn around and drive back and call her telling her she's coming with me because there's no way I'm letting her stay with the loser she's hanging with. I have to pretty much hold her hand just to get her to the car. I was so pissed. She was acting like a complete moron; it was totally ridiculous. We talked the next day, and we're fine now. But I think I'm still pissed about it. I can't stop thinking about it and it gets me all wound up when I do. So I dont wanna be around steph because...well because of everything I just said.
NEXT! Andrew is pissing me off too. He got mad at me a few weeks ago, I still don't know why. We haven't been the same since. Now I find out that he's dating an ex-girlfriend. A girlfriend who he bitched about incessantly. From the way he talked, it pretty much sounds like he didn't like anything about her. So therefore, my question is why would you want to be with someone you didn't like at all? If you have an answer for that one, let me know. Because of this I really dont' wanna be around Andrew. That's cuts out like half my friends...oy!
On top of that, I'm really starting to miss everyone from school. I realized the other day when I heard a totally lame joke and I said "sounds like something aimee would say". That bummed me out. I miss everyone, especially the people you know you'll never really see again. Damn graduating college sucks.
Okay, now that I've thoroughly depressed myself, I'm gonna go to bed. Gotta work in AM.
--night--