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So...I'm not in a sorority. No one wanted me. Today I went to campus and waited around for like almost 6 hours because they said that instead of filling out preference cards, we'd find out which sororities wanted us and then choose which one we'd accept. I come to find out that no one offered me a bid. I was expecting it, though. I went into the wait today hoping but not expecting a bid.
It's just going to bug me now, though. Was my personality not good enough? Was I not pretty enough? What was it that made them say "We don't like her."? As much as I hate the idea of being judged on a one hour rushed conversation, being bounced from group to group, I keep wondering what I could have done different.
I signed up for COB, which is continuous open bidding, which is what goes on after the sororities find out how many spaces they have left after the bids have been accepted or declined. I'm hoping something might come out of that.
Truthfully, as much as I say I'm not disappointed, I am. The more I talked to people and got to know them, the more I wanted to be a part of it all. But maybe it's not meant to be.
It's just going to bug me now, though. Was my personality not good enough? Was I not pretty enough? What was it that made them say "We don't like her."? As much as I hate the idea of being judged on a one hour rushed conversation, being bounced from group to group, I keep wondering what I could have done different.
I signed up for COB, which is continuous open bidding, which is what goes on after the sororities find out how many spaces they have left after the bids have been accepted or declined. I'm hoping something might come out of that.
Truthfully, as much as I say I'm not disappointed, I am. The more I talked to people and got to know them, the more I wanted to be a part of it all. But maybe it's not meant to be.