(Eye Roll)
So I'm writing for the second time because in my infinite wisdom I accidently erased the first one. Yeah, I know. I'm am SO smart. So anyway, this blog is supposed to be about how I'm feeling right now. The problem is I really don't know how I feel right now. As most of you know, I'm moving back to Maine. I leave Wednesday morning at 5:55am. Can you believe that?!?!?!?!?!?! I have to catch a bus at 5:55 in the morning. I must have been on pcp when I bought my ticket because we all know that I am NOT a morning person. Everyone who knows me from Wesleyan can attest to that. Anyway, I'm excited because I get to see my five favorite men in the world. But then, I'm also a little apprehensive to return home. Don't ask me why. I just am. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about moving back home. If anyone out there has a clue, please drop me a hint.
On a different note, my sister and I have reconciled our differences. Of course, it probably won't last long. I really would love for my sister and I to have a REAL relationship again. We used to be so close. It was almost impossible to seperate us. Yes, we argued and fought like normal siblings, but we had a bond that could not be broken. I miss that relationship. I really wish we could get it back. But it seems as if she is mad at me for leaving her and moving to Maine. But I really had to. I couldn't continue to live with my mom at that time. And I offered her the opportunity to come with me, but she turned me down. Now I would kill for the opporunity to become friends again. Hopefully this time we'll actually rebuild our relationship instead of just getting close and then creating an even greater divide than before.
Well, I'm hungry so I'm about to eat, and when I'm finished maybe I'll continue this rant.
Princess