k i had something on here that was mean about someone but i had it deleted. i wrote it when i was angry and don't mean what i said. if the person i wrote it about read it, i'm truely sry. i was hurt and i'm feeling very lost i have lived a year and a half with no light to brighten my life. but that is no exsuse for what i said ( Read more... )

he is on but away. the thing is he isn't idle and he has been away for at least an hour now! i'm confused. what's wrong? did he read my lj and now doesn't want to talk to me?!?!?!?! I DON'T WANT THAT!!! i want to talk to him but if he is away then it means he doesn't want to talk, so i'll wait. i guess. i got nothing else i can do. i mean if i aim ( Read more... )