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[princess_oom]

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Holy hell...I haven't been able to get all the way through that sentence today without bursting into tears...I've told myself that so many times, but I can't make myself believe it. You guys, I think I'm in love...=/ I don't like being in love...
-sigh- I don't want to be in love...but I am...-shakes head- Rissy is gonna make fun of me...if she believes me that is...hmph...I know he doesn't feel the same way though...I know it...hmph...-sigh- I spent all day in tears...then it came to two o clock...and I had to get dressed to go out with gramma...so I got in the shower...cried my heart out...and then was as done with it as I can be...then I pretended to be happy Megan again...I hate that...
I love the way my family never notices anything though...they were playing love songs all over the house...every room but mine had a different one playing...literally...and mine *isnt* sound proof...so I sat upstairs in the living room...trying to drown it out...but ended up laying facing the couch...sobs racking my body...tears streaming down my face...and no one noticed...no one at all..and they were all right there...-sigh- I love that...but when I said I spent all day in tears...I meant it...from the time I woke up...about 6...to the time I took a shower...I had tears in my eyes and on my cheeks...without fail...I hate crying.
I'm going out of town...so don'tbe surprised by the lack of updating...not that you would be anyway...
Love you all. You especially Dearest. Mwuah. Goodbye and good faring. Love you.