lifes funny...
it's funny how life works.
lace,
don't get me wrong, i love you to death you are one of my best friends. and i do listen to you, i do. i just don't remember everything. but the thing is i listen to everyone. not kidding i probably know more about some peoples lifes then the people themselves do. so how am i suppose to be able to keep track of EVERYONE'S problems plus sort out my own life. it seems like if i forget one thing that you have said, you freak out. like you don't take all of the facts into consideration. like you don't care, as long as i know that you said and remember. I've been on overload lately fighting with everyone and i quit. it's too much for me to handle and too much for me to do. sometimes we need to stop rushing and blaming and take a time out. take a break.
i don't think that the world revolves around me, because i KNOW it doesn't, and i get reminded everyday. it revolves around the sun. i know i'm not the only person in the world. and i don't try to act like i am. but i do try to let people know that i'm still here and i have issues to and that i don't always just want to sit around and listen. its ok for me to listen to everyone but every once in a while i need someone to listen to me to.
you can get pissed, and you can play dirty and try to get me back or whatnot, i don't care. i mean i do but i don't. but when YOUR ready to talk about this. and not just one day be pissed at me and the next act like we're all fine and whatnot I"LL BE HERE to fix things but until then....i'm jus here, goin through the bullshit that i go through everyday.
germy,
sorry i've been so bitchy lately. i don't mean to be, but it just happens.sorry....i love you like a fat kid loves cake....
nikki
lace,
don't get me wrong, i love you to death you are one of my best friends. and i do listen to you, i do. i just don't remember everything. but the thing is i listen to everyone. not kidding i probably know more about some peoples lifes then the people themselves do. so how am i suppose to be able to keep track of EVERYONE'S problems plus sort out my own life. it seems like if i forget one thing that you have said, you freak out. like you don't take all of the facts into consideration. like you don't care, as long as i know that you said and remember. I've been on overload lately fighting with everyone and i quit. it's too much for me to handle and too much for me to do. sometimes we need to stop rushing and blaming and take a time out. take a break.
i don't think that the world revolves around me, because i KNOW it doesn't, and i get reminded everyday. it revolves around the sun. i know i'm not the only person in the world. and i don't try to act like i am. but i do try to let people know that i'm still here and i have issues to and that i don't always just want to sit around and listen. its ok for me to listen to everyone but every once in a while i need someone to listen to me to.
you can get pissed, and you can play dirty and try to get me back or whatnot, i don't care. i mean i do but i don't. but when YOUR ready to talk about this. and not just one day be pissed at me and the next act like we're all fine and whatnot I"LL BE HERE to fix things but until then....i'm jus here, goin through the bullshit that i go through everyday.
germy,
sorry i've been so bitchy lately. i don't mean to be, but it just happens.sorry....i love you like a fat kid loves cake....
nikki