Taking medicine when you're not sick is wrong...right?
Alright, so first of all, I need to say that I'm okay. People are starting to call me because they've been reading my livejournal and then they got scared and had to make sure I'm okay. I'm fine, really. I'm much calmer. Something happened to someone very close to me and...well, to tell the truth I didn't react at all the way I should have. I freaked out. I wasn't at all supportive and I feel so horrible(horribly?) about that. Especially since I haven't been able to talk to that person since then. *sigh* I feel like such an awful friend!
About the medicine thing. I've been tempted to take some medicine before I go to bed. I've been having trouble sleeping because I've been so worried about what's going on. And then once I do fall asleep I end up dreaming about what's going on, so that's not very helpful. Therefore, I'm still very sleepy. So I started thinking about last week when I was sick and taking medicine before I went to bed. That stuff was knocking me out! I wouldn't even finish praying before I'd fall asleep. So...I see the medicine...and it's very tempting, but so far...I've been able to resist.
Oh. I had a CPR class today. I talked to Ida afterwards and she asked. "So you're certified now? You could save my life?" And I said, "If I don't panic." Because that's a very likely scenario.