Distractions
Work did prove to be a pretty big distraction. But don't get me wrong. All day long it was in the back of my mind and at times something would remind me and it would all come flooding to the forefront. There were times when I just wanted to lock myself in the bathroom and cry. But I couldn't, so I didn't.
I feel exhausted. I'm emotionally exhausted for one, but then I'm physically tired as well. That's probably because I just got home from working an 11 hour shift and I haven't eaten anything today. Who could eat at a time like this?
I am dreading the update phone call, but I want it to come already so at least I'll know.
I need to be distracted. If anyone wants to help...please do.