thats fucking right doggy
I keep telling myself...that if he is lying that it wont matter..it will be just a fling...i keep telling myself...i wont get hurt this time, i wont let men get to me. Why am i being so silly...if he told me right now he never wanted to see me again..id sit in a corner in tears...i have alot of feeling for him...didnt really realize this till last night. He sounded so sad on the phone, i felt powerless not being able to make him feel better. I love the way i feel around him...i feel so damn beautiful its incredible..really it is! So why keep telling myself..it dosnt matter if he dosnt want me....when it truly does....Well he has to be interested in me..he calls just cuz he missed my voice, he randomply stops by, he hangs out with no intensions of anything sexual happening. He calls me sweety and babe...i feel like a giant stick of butter in a microwave when he is around....