Well i have ben going to NCA for almost 3 months now, and i love it lots. Its alot of training...and i cant wait to have my career. Ive had alot of issues in the last few months...including falling in love with someone i may never have. anyways im in no mood to write anymore just wanted to say im alive

so i desided to go to nevada career academy, its 10 months of training hand on in a clinic. I am way excited to go to this school! Oh and i got a new tattoo....yay

was great! well only thing is...is that i got thrown into a moshpit! now i have a bruise on my ankle the size of saturn....and lump on my head. other then that the concert was splendid! Work is alright...just boring as FUCK! I might start working at the babysitters club...i might be nanny...i think i can do it they only make 12-20 bucks an hour! ( Read more... )

hell ya goign to the theory of a deadman, hinder and faktion concert tonight! im so excited! ive seen them before well i didnt see faktion but the other 2 i have they rocked my boat...and i hear they got even better! so me and sarah got are hair and makeup done today we look fucking HOT! anywas tootaloo

So my life has been kinda busy, weird, exciting, and depressing. Thursday i have my final at 7:30 in the fucking morning. Im happy to say im seeing an amazing guy right now....I mean AMAZING. Im staying in reno until the end of summer...and who knows where i end up after the summer. I also changed my major from teaching to becoming an RN nurse... ( Read more... )

so my life is all weird right now, im moving back to oregon....yaya call me a loser i dont care! i want and need to be closer to friends and family. so i met this cool guy last night...hes pretty damn nice. hmmm whats else...oh i work at blockbuster....whatelse...nothing

its getting harder and harder to write the end of my short story..and im not even close to done. I start to tear and have to stop...and its almost been a year!

I could fallow my own advice, :o( i feel like a stiff drink, some weed.....and alice in wonderland

"the end is the journey" i heard that on tv today....and it got my brain ticking. Well all i have been doing latly is been dwelling on the past...how do i stop it, how do i not forget about it but store it somewhere deep inside? The most depressing thing is that love is what we live for, and not including my family....im scared to love anyone else ( Read more... )

yet again i am going to be alone, single and miserable on v-day! but atleast i know there is someone out there that fancies me....