Mar 03, 2010 09:08
Travis and I are over. Forever. I am having a hard time accepting it. It doesn't seem like it's over. But it is. He does not love me anymore and cannot marry me. I am too controlling of his time and become suspiscious when girls text him. All I wanted to know was if the girl who hit on him all the time was texting romantic things to him and I wanted to see more of him on the weekends. He spends all weekend with his Mom and Dad and sees me one night. I felt left out. When I asked if he was going to say goodbye he said "well I wasn't planning on it". He was downright mean.
I will never see my best friend again. We became too stressed with what was going on in our individual lives. He wanted his parents and I wanted my fiance.
I have a broken soul.