I hope she sees this...
I had quite a scare today. From now on, I'm doing everything Marilyn tells me. She wants tomorrow off, so I'm not going to call like I did last time. She means more to me than anything, and I want to make it right. After I do job stuff tomorrow I'm going to work on her character for her in PSO. I hope she likes the anniversary dinner Tuesday. I'll do whatever she wants to make up for calling her too much. Losing her would feel worse to me than death, and I want to make her happy, and I love being with her. I can't describe how bad I feel about how I did that. My grandparents look forward to dinner with her and I Friday. They really like the idea of her being part of the family. I know Marilyn still feels the same for me, I just need to give her some time to herself. I just hope she knows how I feel, I'm sure she does, she's smart. I'm going to go now to get something to eat. She wants me to eat more, and I'm listening to what she tells me from now on. I'm going ot be a much better fiance'.