Ridin with the current, lookin to the stars
Greetings...it is I, the legendary Matt. I'll be bringing the RAINBOW into this little establishment from now on as the only gay guy in our little friend circle of orlando! i'll kick it up a notch and add that bit of drama that's needed for creative writing. Mr. Nguyen's tireless efforts of battling lesser beings and waging war with other livejournal gods in their various realms of control has paid off. He has made it back to his domain of ruling alive...just barely. After his battle with @(*%@^*& mtargoff-ieatlivejournalcodes-sonoone-canhavethem he stole one of the sacred passwords that ascends a person into a livejournal being/god and brought it back, placing me in my new throne of power. Thus I am here before you writing in these sacred scripts!....fuck it. who am I kidding? Life isn't exciting like that where fantasy battles engulf the world and we have magical powers and everything is adventure, mystery and romance. Dreams like that just don't happen. Speaking of romance, I've had none as of late. My latest endeavors ended up with a lying, bastardous, 300 pound fucker who spent 6 months of his life weaving illusions and fabricating tales to hold up his story about who he was (this hot stallion of a guy). Quite honestly I should of known better and I blame myself. I continue to wait for that right guy who will finally complete me. Not too many people understand that love to me is everything. It's who I am inside and out and if I could just find that ONE person, it's all I'd need. I would enjoy every other day for the rest of my life to its fullest extent and be genuinely content even during the hard and rough times in life. I am a creature of companionship and require someone's love and care. I also require the love and support of my friends. My allies and comrades-in-arms in all that is our everyday lives. If I didn't have them I would already have fallen permanently and turned out fucked up like the rest of my now very small family who were not as fortunate as I am. In reality for me, my friends are my family and thus I've tried to carry them with me cause I need them...sometimes I'm not sure if they need me cause I know I can be a handful but I like to be there for them whenever I can even if I am a bitchy homosexual male. I even hope to have Thienau move with me somewhere out of college and search for a house together or somethin..I'd really like Joe to come too, cause I get scared that once we all move then we will all lose our closeness with each other and that is a very scary thought for me. I hate being abandoned :(
I'm pretty happy in general though, even if I don't have a guy that I love and loves me back yet. I'm in college. I get to live with my best friend JOE, and other really important people to me like Thienau and Rochelle. Rochelle won't be with us much longer because she is leaving to the relationship side of the force..I don't agree with it but I understand where the feelings she has come from..I'm a living example of the outcome of that situation she's in with Justin though. I also wish they werent so slobby and careless all the time, but they are still loved.
I guess that's pretty much it for my first entry. Oh! I actually CLEPed out of something today! Biology!!! I got a 55 and only 50 was required to get the credit. So 3 free semester credit hours and one less GEP class to take for me ^_^
Random Notes: Squaresoft and Enix merged into SQUARE ENIX, or what people are now calling Squeanix on April 1st, 2003. They claim that Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, and Kingdom Hearts will become the 3 stone pillars of their new and powerful company. Cheers to them, I'll stick by my company through it all. Square always makes good decisions...well except for Legend of Mana, but i'm sure some people liked that design idea.
~Matticus
I'm pretty happy in general though, even if I don't have a guy that I love and loves me back yet. I'm in college. I get to live with my best friend JOE, and other really important people to me like Thienau and Rochelle. Rochelle won't be with us much longer because she is leaving to the relationship side of the force..I don't agree with it but I understand where the feelings she has come from..I'm a living example of the outcome of that situation she's in with Justin though. I also wish they werent so slobby and careless all the time, but they are still loved.
I guess that's pretty much it for my first entry. Oh! I actually CLEPed out of something today! Biology!!! I got a 55 and only 50 was required to get the credit. So 3 free semester credit hours and one less GEP class to take for me ^_^
Random Notes: Squaresoft and Enix merged into SQUARE ENIX, or what people are now calling Squeanix on April 1st, 2003. They claim that Final Fantasy, Dragon Quest, and Kingdom Hearts will become the 3 stone pillars of their new and powerful company. Cheers to them, I'll stick by my company through it all. Square always makes good decisions...well except for Legend of Mana, but i'm sure some people liked that design idea.
~Matticus