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Something funny happened yesterday, this girl named Halise that I last talked to four/five years ago, calls me out of the blue at like 12 last night. I of course in my past naivity sweated this girl for the longest, me and my boy ozi both liked her for some reason. We all met at this Muslim conference like 4 years ago. Fifteen years old, jeez. BUt nonetheless it was one of those things where we'd always get into arguments, and dammit this girl pissed me the fuck off-and I think the reason we stopped calling each other was that we got into a huge fight, I was actually more fond of her sister who was damn cool. But I didn't like her the way I used to like Halise. She was really religious and stuff me and ozi were like the only guys she talked to and we didnt have a chance with her and i think that's what made her desireable. Funny how girl crazy me and him were. I mean she wasn't even all that, i mean we'd make fun of her all the time when me aand ozi talked.
But it's funny-she calls me and has done like a total 180. Well not total, but she's gotten into a lot of immoral things (not to say I haven't done my share of things) but I mean she was so religious but man she does shit I wouldn't think about doing. So we talked for an hour and all this time I thought it was funny that this girl would call me and after all of these years. Totally flirting with me and talking about she's gonna come down with her "boy" (some guy who buys weed down here to sell up there) and she's gonna chill with me. I'm like uh I'm really busy these days and not even giving her much thought. IT's funny because old me would have been really excited and trippin if she had called me. Also apparently she's trying to be up to her old tricks by trying to play me and ozi at the same time. But on the real, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes twice, but I know I'm wrong for thinking this, but wouldn't it be good to get back at her for the grief that she put me and ozi through back then. Part of me is like man Amir that's really immature-but part of me is like hmm.. it would be fun. Anyways I feel kinda bad about thinking all of this, but what can you do. She's talking all this shit. Whatever man I'm gonna continue my thing and do what I do. Because I'm really not trusting women who I have or had shown interest in at sometime, because those are the ones who have the power to f*** you over. So honestly I don't show interest in many women at all anymore, it's not disrespectful, I'm just tired of trying and being nice. It gets you nowhere until they decide they want to be done with whoring around and realize they need a nice guy and they fall onto those guys laps. So I can see why some people have a certain mentality about many women, it's totally warranted especially in my age and older. Funny stuff.
But it's funny-she calls me and has done like a total 180. Well not total, but she's gotten into a lot of immoral things (not to say I haven't done my share of things) but I mean she was so religious but man she does shit I wouldn't think about doing. So we talked for an hour and all this time I thought it was funny that this girl would call me and after all of these years. Totally flirting with me and talking about she's gonna come down with her "boy" (some guy who buys weed down here to sell up there) and she's gonna chill with me. I'm like uh I'm really busy these days and not even giving her much thought. IT's funny because old me would have been really excited and trippin if she had called me. Also apparently she's trying to be up to her old tricks by trying to play me and ozi at the same time. But on the real, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes twice, but I know I'm wrong for thinking this, but wouldn't it be good to get back at her for the grief that she put me and ozi through back then. Part of me is like man Amir that's really immature-but part of me is like hmm.. it would be fun. Anyways I feel kinda bad about thinking all of this, but what can you do. She's talking all this shit. Whatever man I'm gonna continue my thing and do what I do. Because I'm really not trusting women who I have or had shown interest in at sometime, because those are the ones who have the power to f*** you over. So honestly I don't show interest in many women at all anymore, it's not disrespectful, I'm just tired of trying and being nice. It gets you nowhere until they decide they want to be done with whoring around and realize they need a nice guy and they fall onto those guys laps. So I can see why some people have a certain mentality about many women, it's totally warranted especially in my age and older. Funny stuff.