"well...you're hogging all the ugly!"
A dollar goes out to the person who tells me where that's from!
Yeah..I got a massive headache. I am going home today, joy. I am going to go home, throw my crap down, pick up starlight, and jump into bed. I can't wait to smell my own room again. little things like that make my heart warm.
I had a weird dream last night. My brother took me home, but I forgot all my bags at his house. And it got more complicated after that, it's just too hard to explain.
So I've come to the conclusion I make a total ass out of myself. Well, it's not like this is something I didn't already know..I just..thought I'd state it now. I woke up at 2:30 and contemplated to use the telephone, but didn't. Went back to sleep and woke up at 4:30..I didn't go back to sleep until 7:30. What did I do? I laid in my bed with my eyes closed. By 3:30 my uncle is up getting ready for work and my aunt doesn't leave for work until 7:30 (she wakes up at 5:30 to do excercises and vacuum). I finally woke back up at 8:30 and had myself a bowl of chocolate ice cream. I can't remember the last time I had plain chocolate ice cream. I've missed out.
...And i wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there's some things i'd like to say to you.
And i don't think that you know what you've been missing.
Cause i don't think that you know what you've been missing...
I don't know why those lyrics came to mind. I haven't listened to Taking Back Sunday for quite some time. Hm.
I want to go back driving, but I don't want to ask my brother. It's a little late, I fear there might actually be people on the road.
Beach with Nikita tomorrow, hopefully. I reeeeaaallly hope plans don't fall through. Ah, Sum 41 is on AOL radio. I miss All Killer No Filler. Or at least I miss liking it. Eh. I think I'll call Alex to see if he wants to see Pirates of the Caribbean with me.
...Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I you started something Iyou couldn't finish...
So many random lyrics. I can actually apply them to so many situations..Heh but "I bet you thought this song was about you." Oy. I don't think it's healthy to combine so many random lyrics. Oh well. The word "hypocrite" has popped into my mind. I don't understand. Tell me something; if you went through something yourself at one point in time that you disliked, why would you put someone else in that situation? It's like... I'm terrible at these analogies, but bare with me. If you had an appointment for something but had no watch and you approached someone and asked if they had the time and they responded 'yes' but walked away instead of telling you the time--that would suck, wouldn't it? Okay. Follow me so far? Well, you learn your lesson and you buy yourself a watch. But one day someome crosses paths with you and asks you if you have the time and you respond 'yes' and walk away without giving them the time..What makes that alright? You obviously know you're fucking the other person over, but you don't care. I just don't understand how someone can be so fucking arrogant. This is pointless. I shouldn't care. This shouldn't aggrivate me, but I can't help that it does. If their best friend tells me to forget it, I should right? I guess it would be easier if I weren't so damn loyal. Fuck my loyalty. I can't stand being that battered puppy of everyone's. But no complaining, I hate that just as much.
I'm going to beg my brother to take me driving now.
Yeah..I got a massive headache. I am going home today, joy. I am going to go home, throw my crap down, pick up starlight, and jump into bed. I can't wait to smell my own room again. little things like that make my heart warm.
I had a weird dream last night. My brother took me home, but I forgot all my bags at his house. And it got more complicated after that, it's just too hard to explain.
So I've come to the conclusion I make a total ass out of myself. Well, it's not like this is something I didn't already know..I just..thought I'd state it now. I woke up at 2:30 and contemplated to use the telephone, but didn't. Went back to sleep and woke up at 4:30..I didn't go back to sleep until 7:30. What did I do? I laid in my bed with my eyes closed. By 3:30 my uncle is up getting ready for work and my aunt doesn't leave for work until 7:30 (she wakes up at 5:30 to do excercises and vacuum). I finally woke back up at 8:30 and had myself a bowl of chocolate ice cream. I can't remember the last time I had plain chocolate ice cream. I've missed out.
...And i wish you weren't worth the wait
cause there's some things i'd like to say to you.
And i don't think that you know what you've been missing.
Cause i don't think that you know what you've been missing...
I don't know why those lyrics came to mind. I haven't listened to Taking Back Sunday for quite some time. Hm.
I want to go back driving, but I don't want to ask my brother. It's a little late, I fear there might actually be people on the road.
Beach with Nikita tomorrow, hopefully. I reeeeaaallly hope plans don't fall through. Ah, Sum 41 is on AOL radio. I miss All Killer No Filler. Or at least I miss liking it. Eh. I think I'll call Alex to see if he wants to see Pirates of the Caribbean with me.
...Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I you started something Iyou couldn't finish...
So many random lyrics. I can actually apply them to so many situations..Heh but "I bet you thought this song was about you." Oy. I don't think it's healthy to combine so many random lyrics. Oh well. The word "hypocrite" has popped into my mind. I don't understand. Tell me something; if you went through something yourself at one point in time that you disliked, why would you put someone else in that situation? It's like... I'm terrible at these analogies, but bare with me. If you had an appointment for something but had no watch and you approached someone and asked if they had the time and they responded 'yes' but walked away instead of telling you the time--that would suck, wouldn't it? Okay. Follow me so far? Well, you learn your lesson and you buy yourself a watch. But one day someome crosses paths with you and asks you if you have the time and you respond 'yes' and walk away without giving them the time..What makes that alright? You obviously know you're fucking the other person over, but you don't care. I just don't understand how someone can be so fucking arrogant. This is pointless. I shouldn't care. This shouldn't aggrivate me, but I can't help that it does. If their best friend tells me to forget it, I should right? I guess it would be easier if I weren't so damn loyal. Fuck my loyalty. I can't stand being that battered puppy of everyone's. But no complaining, I hate that just as much.
I'm going to beg my brother to take me driving now.