Welcome back to myself + drabbles
muahahah, okay, so its been 2853409 years since i've been on livejournal and THERE WAS A REASON FOR MY TOTALLY ADRUPT DISAPPEARANCE.
first, went holidaying in vietnam for a few weeks in which i totally HAD A BLAST. IT WAS SO FUN DAMMIT. (you know, apart from the food poisoning and other sicknesses and shit like that...) AND AFTER THAT. YAY, we're home. /suffers epic jet lag and sleeps for the day.
yes, after that i totally disappeared off the earth for a few days to catch up on my swamp of homework that my friend happily dumped on me after collecting for me for the weeks i missed out on school.
ohhh, and this is where it gets funny, my lovely cousins decide they had this urge to TOTALLY use up all our internet, when there was still like 18days left till the end of the month, when our internet renews and ladidah. hohohoh, we get charged excess usage so no internet for me
MUAHAHAHA, BUT NOW I AM BACK. and i decided since probably no one noticed i was away ill just um, welcome myself back :)
Yes, that was a really long AN :D
Without further ado, DRABBLES! i sort of did that itunes meme thing, but i got bored after like so and so songs and did not do 10... but i tried :D! sortof.
1. All of Me (And Half of you) - Varsity (Jongkey)
“Jonghyun…”
He looked like a drenched cat outside my doorstep, but what quirked me was that he wasn’t sad or pained, but rather, he was smiling at me and hiding something behind his back.
His heart, perhaps?
“What are you- “
And my lips were silenced as he put a finger to it, still smiling so brightly, I could feel my own lips curving upward, betraying my puffy and blood-shot eyes.
“I’m here. Do you really need to cry over that bastard?”
He pulled me into a short and sweet kiss and that’s when I realise I’ve finally found it. How could I be so blind? The sanctuary I’ve been searching for has been right next to me my whole life, forever giving but never taking.
Jonghyun’s wait was finally over. He finally got all of him, not just half.
2. Insomnia - Craig David (One-Sided!Ontae, 2min)
He hadn’t slept in days. His eyes had dark rings around them and he looked more akin to a ghost crossed with a panda than a human being. It was confusing, this feeling. His heart was warm whenever he saw him, but it’d go cold every single time someone else would wrap their arms around his waist.
He always had this sudden urge to wrap his arms around his waist, to hold his hands and lace their fingers together. They were apparent and the excessive amount of time he spent with him, nearly rivalled Jonghyun and Key’s BFF-ery.
-
“I think it’s love called love, Onew,” Key said as he inspected his nails with indifference.
“And jealousy,” Jonghyun piped in, only to get slapped in the shoulder by Key.
-
Jinki was determined to confess this apparent ‘love’, but everything went down the drain that day, as he saw Taemin under Minho in their room kissing like there was no tomorrow.
-
He hadn’t slept in days. His eyes had dark rings around them and he looked more akin to a ghost crossed with a panda than a human being. It wasn’t confusion this time. It was heartbreak.
3. So sorry - Jeremy Thurber (Broken!Taekey)
Sorry just doesn’t cut it this time, Key.
I loved you. We were the perfect couple, but I’ve put up with this unhappiness for long enough. I could take it; I know you were touchy feely with others, but this time just doesn’t cut it.
It was so wrong, and a sorry won’t make up for it. It did before, but I’m tired. I’m tired of constantly running after you. Yes, you’re popular and you need to obviously keep up that façade; that, I could live with. This, I could not. Was Jonghyun really worth it?
Goodbye.
- Taemin.
4. Leavin’ - Jesse McCartney (Broken!TofuHo)
“I’m leaving.”
Run away with me.
“…What?”
I’ll take you to better places.
“You heard me, Minho, it’s over. This is over. I’m tired of this shit.”
You don’t need him, only me.
“Is there someone else?”
He doesn’t deserve you.
“Before asking that, maybe you should think over your own actions,” was his solemn reply, laced with hurt and anger.
And the door slammed Onew’s footsteps clicking on the tiles and his luggage hitting the stairs, the only imprints of his existence left for Minho.
It’s not your fault you left. It’s his.
5. Go on and Go - Lexington Bridge (Jongyu)
Marry me?
No, I’m sorry.
It was a reality Jonghyun couldn’t face. Yes, he loved Jinki so deeply, he wasn’t sure where the bottom was, but he wasn’t ready. No, he wasn’t; not for something as big as this. He was too young to be tied down by the binds of marriage. He hadn’t even experienced the true taste of freedom yet. He was just out of college, planning on studying further abroad and to just travel. See the world; see it without the constant hassle of parents, the bindings of relationships. He hadn’t experienced enough yet. He hadn’t gotten to the core, the sweetest part yet.
I understand.
Really?
Yes, just go; I’ll be alright. I know you won’t change, won’t miss out on life and be bound again just for me.
Tears sprung from his face as he clutched the aeroplane tickets in his hand.
“Boarding, Flight 156D.”
He knew it hurt, but Jinki hadn’t even come to see him off. The tears kept tracking down his face as he slowly walked to the waiting line to board the plane. Was this the right choice?
“Jonghyun!”
He turned around, to get knocked over by a big shadow.
“I’m sorry I’m late but-“
And he was silenced with a kiss as sweet as candy and heart warming smile that was definitely worth the wait.
Don’t worry; I’ll still be here when you get back. I’ll be waiting.
Okay, my drabbles are fail and my writing feels like it got worse. YES I KNOW MY ATTENTION SPAN IS LIKE NON-EXISTENT. i ended listening to the other 5songs rather than actually, listen and write lmfao. i'm fail, go away xO