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everyone seems to be leaving me behind
and there's nothing i can do about it
one left a long time ago,
but my heart never forgot what it felt
i miss us isaac, and it breaks my heart that we can never be 'we' like we used to ever again
one left a bit after that,
two-faced and not sure what she wanted
what happened audrey?
one might leave soon
one of my best friends at this point
and i don't know what i'd do without our friendship
don't leave vera
another going off to college
my friend of seven years
seven years of skating
building army ships
laughs
i'll miss you sara
another i've only known for two years
but she's going off to college too
we had good times lindsay
another has recently left me
standing here, angry and frustrated
we both promised not to say yes
if he ever asked us out again
now she's broken that promise
and i don't even care if he breaks her heart
glad i could be of help, the rebound friend,
didn't think you'd sunk so low brittany
another can't help it
and this is the worst of them all
and what do you know?
he's a teacher
and i've learned more from him
than anyone else
ever
he's true, he's brilliant, and he has real knowledge
and now he can't stay
right when we've gotten a little close
the admin. decides to kick him out
and he's moving
to milwaukee
i don't know what i'll say to him
on the last day i see him
i don't even know if i'll see him again
ever
i'm sorry you couldn't stay
i'll miss you more than you know
goddammit mr. plum, i don't know what i'll do without you next year
fuck austin
stepping stone to bigger places, better things
and everyone leaves eventually
how am i supposed to keep one real friend with me
like in the movies
one true friend till the end
used to have one
now they flit past me before i can get a hold on them
i feel lost
i feel like my roots are being pulled right up from under me
and i'm lonelier now than i have ever been before
and there's nothing i can do about it
one left a long time ago,
but my heart never forgot what it felt
i miss us isaac, and it breaks my heart that we can never be 'we' like we used to ever again
one left a bit after that,
two-faced and not sure what she wanted
what happened audrey?
one might leave soon
one of my best friends at this point
and i don't know what i'd do without our friendship
don't leave vera
another going off to college
my friend of seven years
seven years of skating
building army ships
laughs
i'll miss you sara
another i've only known for two years
but she's going off to college too
we had good times lindsay
another has recently left me
standing here, angry and frustrated
we both promised not to say yes
if he ever asked us out again
now she's broken that promise
and i don't even care if he breaks her heart
glad i could be of help, the rebound friend,
didn't think you'd sunk so low brittany
another can't help it
and this is the worst of them all
and what do you know?
he's a teacher
and i've learned more from him
than anyone else
ever
he's true, he's brilliant, and he has real knowledge
and now he can't stay
right when we've gotten a little close
the admin. decides to kick him out
and he's moving
to milwaukee
i don't know what i'll say to him
on the last day i see him
i don't even know if i'll see him again
ever
i'm sorry you couldn't stay
i'll miss you more than you know
goddammit mr. plum, i don't know what i'll do without you next year
fuck austin
stepping stone to bigger places, better things
and everyone leaves eventually
how am i supposed to keep one real friend with me
like in the movies
one true friend till the end
used to have one
now they flit past me before i can get a hold on them
i feel lost
i feel like my roots are being pulled right up from under me
and i'm lonelier now than i have ever been before