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so it's been a while as usual. I don't tend to write in this enough I suppose. anyway...so life lately has been good. real good. I found someone that I can spend time with that genuinely cares about me and that makes me happy. however the stresses of reality seem to come crashing down on both of our heads. he is stressed to the max. and I don't know how to help him. I wish there was something I could do to alieviate some of this. but I can't for the life of me figure out what. I can easily cheer him up momentarily but cheering up isn't all that he needs. I think he needs a miracle. now me on another note. I need a miracle as well. my store is moving to westheimer...and I am supposed to move with it. however I don't know where I am going to live. this poses as a huge threat to my existance as we know it. I need cheap living accomidations and some kind of transportation until I can completely get my feet on the ground. sigh....they supposedly are going to make me manager of the new store that would include somewhat of a raise. I need the money. and I want desperately to go to school. I told my boss I wanted to start school really soon. I'm tired of standing still...I want so badly to get on with my life. I live for the moment which is fine and good but I need to start progressing. achieving my goals. it's so frustrating being stagnate. eh. on a happy note though CHRISTMAS is on the way and this is the best time of year for sure. I automatically cheer up once dec 1st rolls around. and all the thanks giving food put me in the mood for the holidays. I have so many awesome plans for andrew. I just hope I'll be able to come through with all of them.

I wanted to give a shout out to my girls lynette, cristina and ali. love you girls to death. seriously.