i've been back in seattle for about a month and a half now. i'll be back in hawaii in a month and a half. nichelle leaves on wednesday. jai comes up next week tuesday.

the temperature's in the forties and it's only november.
i've been wearing my thick eskimo jacket around the house.

okay. so since my last update i've been to: shanghai, beijing, hong kong, vietnam, cambodia, india, kenya, south africa, and i am now in brazil. i feel so far away from everyone. i am going to venezuela in a few days, and then i'll be back in the states. i hope everyone is doing wonderfully. i really do.

i'm alive and in hawaii. my ship was damaged due to severe weather and we made a detour to hawaii instead of continuing on to korea as planned. we will probably be here for a long time because they need to repair the ship. semester at sea is probably going to fly us out to our ports including: china and vietnam. we are treating hawaii as our ( Read more... )

MERRY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!

i am thankful for the wonderful friends i have...i lubba yoouuu.

tofurkey!

p.s. i made pie.

give me strength.

and peace of mind.

i wish this ache on no enemy.

damn the fucking hottness. beautiful people irritate me. but more so, the non-beautiful people that think they are beautiful with the followers who agree.

i am officially a nag. i demand for no more tears.

p.s. my future is all outta whack.

i've been hanging out with my mom alot. she's nice to me when times are like these. she's my new shopping partner for the temporarily uplifted spirit.

things are quiet.
night falls early, but the leaves don't turn.

i feel very disconnected from everything that once was. are you guys still there? i can't feel you. if you are, how are you doing? it seems like i only get bits and pieces and never see the whole picture. i miss seattle. this morning was chilly and gray. it rained a bit as well. i woke up at 7 to watch and hear what reminded me so much of ( Read more... )

my eyes are puffy. i need to change the way i have become. last night was really scary.

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time to change my preordained internet fate.

so, how are you doing?