And suddenly that quote "Life is a rollercoaster built to crash" took on a whole new meaning...

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wELL... sHIT. mY WEEK HAS BEEN WELL HELL OF A FUCKED UP RIDE. aND i HAVE NO CLUE WHY i'M WRITING IN ALL CAPS... bUT IT DOES LOOK KINDA COOL... i GUESS. i HAVE THE WORST FUCKING HEADACHE. iT FEELS LIKE MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE OR SOMETHING... yOU KNOW WHAT'S A REALLY GOOD SONG? iLL nINO "hOW cAN i lIVE". yES. oMG, WHY DO SOME GIRLS HAVE TO CREATE SO MUCH FUCKING DRAMA? i MEAN, i'M A GIRL, AND NOT EVEN i MAKE THIS MUCH DRAMA. oK, HERE'S THE DEAL... mY BEST FRIEND, sTEPHEN, WENT OUT WITH THIS CHICK NAMED lAURA LIKE 2 1/2 MONTHS AGO OR SOMETHING, AND THEN HE BROKE UP WITH HER CUS HE DECIDED HE DIDN'T LIKE HERE IN A G/F WAY, AND HE NEVER REALLY HAD. wELL, SINCE THEN, SHE'S BEEN LIKE OBSESSED WITH HIM, AND HUGELY OVER-PROTECTIVE, AND IF HE SO MUCH AS SAYS "hEY, THAT GIRL OVER THERE IS REALLY PRETTY" SHE HAD A FUCKING COW. iT'S LIKE WHEN HE'S AROUND HER, HE SIN'T ALLOWED TO LIKE ANY OTHER GIRLS... aND THAT'S WHERE i COME IN... :) yOU SEE, sTEPHEN IS MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD. i'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT W/ HIM, AND HE'S ALWAYS LISTENED AND HELPED ME AND ALL THAT, AND HE'S NEVER GIVEN UP ON ME, AND i'VE DONE THE SAME FOR HIM. wELL, SINCE lAURA DOESN'T LIKE HIM WITH OTHER GIRLS CUS SHE'S PSYCHO-OBSESSED AND OVERLY-ATTATCHED, WHEN HE TALKS TO ME, SHE COMPLETELY FLIPS. lIKE FOR INSTANCE: oNE DAY i TEXTED sTEPHEN JUST TO TELL HIM THAT i LOVED HIM, BECAUSE i DO LOVE HIM, AND SHE READ IT AND WAS ALL LIKE "wHY IS SHE TEXTING YOU SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT?". uMM... hello!!! mAYBE BECAUSE i'M HIS FRIEND AND BECAUSE i LOVE HIM... eVER THOUGHT OF THAT, YA FUCKING GENIOUS? mY gOD, HAVE A FUCKING COW. iT'S NOT LIKE THEY'RE TOGETHER. aND ANOTHER EXAMPLE...: eARLIER, sTEPHEN STOPPED BY MY HOUSE ON THE WAY OVER TO lAURA'S HOUSE TO WATCH tEAM aMERICA W/ HER, SINCE HE LIVES LIKE 2 MINS FROM MY DAMN HOUSE. wELL, WE'RE SITTING OUT ON MY DRIVEWAY TALKING, AND SHE CALLS HIM... bEING ME, i DECIDE THAT I WANT TO BE A BITCH, SO, iN THE BACKGROUND, i START GOING "hey laura!!!!" AND ALL THIS SHIT, TOTALLY CARRYING ON, AND sTEPHEN'S CRACKING UP, TRYING TO COVER UP THE RECIEVER SO SHE CAN'T HEAR ME... tHEN, WHEN HE FINALLY LEAVES MY HOUSE AND GOES OVER TO HERS, i TRY TO CALL HIM LIKE 5 TIMES (i'D TOLD HIM B4 HE LEFT MY HOUSE THAT i WAS GUNNA CALL HIM JUST TO PISS HER OFF) BUT EACH TIME i CALLED, SOMEONE HUNG UP ON ME. sO, FINALLY, AFTER ABOUT THE 5TH HANG-UP, i WAS COMPLETELY PISSED, SO i TEXTED sTEPHEN'S PHONE AND WAS LIKE "wTF, i KNOW YOU DIDN'T JUST HANG UP ON ME... lEMME GUESS, lAURA?" AND HE CALLED ME BK LIKE A MIN LATER TEELING ME THAT HER HOUSE JUST HAS REALLY BAD RECEPTION, AND THAT HE'D TRIED TO PICK UP BUT IT HADN'T LET HIM TALK, CUS IT WOULD JUST HANG UP. wELL, NE WAYS, wE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 4 MINS, AND RIGHT B4 i HUNG UP W/ HIM, i GO "i loVE you sTEPHEN!!!" AND OF COURSE HE HAD TO SAY IT BACK TO ME, EVEN THOUGH HE DIDN'T WANNA SAY IT TO ME IN FRONT OF lAURA CUS HE DIDN'T WANNA HURT HER... wELL, HE SAID IT, AND HE SAID THAT AFTER HE SAID IT, SHE LIKE MOVED TO THE OTHER COUCH AND ALL THIS DRAMATIC SHIT, AND THEN LATER, i TEXTED HIM LIKE 2 MORE TIMES, SAYING SHIT LIKE "yOU DONE YET YOU BITCH?" CUS i ALWAYS CALL HIM A BITCH, AND i TEXTED SOME OTHER RANDOM THING, AND THEN AS sTEPHEN'S LEAVING lAURA'S HOUSE AFTER THE LAME MOVIE, SHE'S ALL PISSY WITH HIM FOR NO REASON (THAT HE KNEW OF) AND AFTER HE GETS HOME, HE CALLS ME AND WE'RE TALKING, BUT THEN HE GETS A TEXT FROM HER SAYING SOME CRY-BABY SHIT LIKE "i SAW THE TEXTS kIMMY SENT YOU. i THOUGHT YOU PHONE WAS RINGING(THAT'S HER EXCUSE FOR WHY SHE WAS DIGGING THROUGH HIS PHONE) SO i TOOK A LOOK, AND SINCE THE FUCKING TEXTS WERE ABOUT ME, i JUST LOOKED THROUGH THE REST OF THEM. i CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD SIT THERE AND HOLD MY HAND WHILE ON THE PHONE YOU'RE TELLING kIMMY YOU LOVE HER. i'M SICK OF BEING YOUR FRIEND W/ BENEFITS. i'M SORRY i CAN'T BE LIKE kIMMY, OR AS PRETTY OR SKINNY"(AND i QUOTED HER.)aND THEN SHE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT NOT WANTING TO BE HIS FRIEND NE MORE, AND HER ENDING WAS "SEE YAH". oK, YOU DUMB-FUCKING-BITCH, HAVE YOU LOST YOUR EVER-LOVING MIND?? mE AND sTEPHEN HAVE BEEN SAYING "i LOVE YOU" TO EACH OTHER FOR THE PAST LIKE YEAR. i EVEN SAID IT TO HIM EVEN WHEN i WAS WITH MY B/F. cOME ON... WE'RE BEST FRIENDS. wE LOVE EACH OTHERS, WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. pLUS, WHY THE HELL IS SHE STILL HOUNDING HIM ABOUT ALL THAT SHIT WHEN HE'S NOT EVEN HER'S TO BOSS AROUND? hMM? dO i SMELL DENIAL? wHY YES, i THINK i DO. sO PATHETIC... bUT YEAH, AND HE HAS TO SEE HER TOMORROW AT HIS HS GRADUATION. nE WAYS, i G2G. i'M TIRED AS HELL. bYES

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OMG i JUST WANT ALL THE FUCKING SCHOOL DRAMA TO BE OVER WITH... I ONLY HAVE A COUPLE MORE HOURS OF SCHOOL, THEN i'M DONE FOR THE YEAR... 3 MORE FINALS, AND i'M FREE. fuck yeah!!