Why Do I Run Away?

[prettynpink7421]

I have a phobia...it's the fear of boys...and not just on the surface...to let them in emotionally. Seriously though it's something that is getting harder and harder to deal with, and I might say it jokingly but it's become a major problem that i don't know what to do about. I'm tired of explaining when I really don't know what I'm explaining at

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[age23]

im not posting a comment about this, this was just the latest one and i just wanted to say thank you for commenting on mine. I didnt actually read it until i commented on jennas and apologized and left an extremly long comment. you have to know that jenna is one of the most important things in my life and i love you for the fact that you try to help our relationship grow and become stonger. you are such a good person and thank you so much. but even after i left a comment on jennas i read mine and then felt even more horrendous, just some of the things she said to me really hurt and now i know what she felt like yesterday but she always said some very ugly things to me so it works both ways, but anyways thank you so much for helping me realize a good thing and you can leave me a comment anytime you want if you have advice or any such thing. i just feel bad cus Jen says that you have been there more times for her in the past 3 months you have known her then i have ever in the past 6 years and i am ashamed really. but i love you for helping her for when i can't or dont realize or understand her feelings it means alot to me. Age