Just Remember That This Is Used For Venting
Instructions:
Write 10 honest statements
Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is who
1. We can have a lot of fun together but sometimes I don't understand you and I feel your world revolves solely around you. Others reach out to you and when they are in need of a hand you don't even notice them reaching. Sometimes I feel like the image you feel the need to portray is more important to you than the meaningful things in life and then you wonder why you are on the verge of loosing them. It's not that I think you don't care, you just never try to. A lot of problems could be solved if you would take the time to listen to the people around you and talk about things before you jump to conclusions and they get out of hand.
2. We used to be so close and I had so many hopes for you, but you have lost the sparkle that I used to see and I feel like I have failed to keep that alive. I feel that you have reduced yourself to what you feel that you were destined to become and you never tried to improve on that no matter how much potential I tried to tell you that you had, and still do have. I'm sorry we didn't have the kind of relationship that you wanted us to have but we are so different that though we respect each other and can talk for hours, we have completely different ideas on things that will always clash. I care so much about you...but I feel like I don't know you anymore and I keep wondering where the person I used to know went, maybe I was too blind to see that I never knew you...I just saw what was in your heart and I loved you for it and you continue to hide it from the world.
3. You have hurt me in a way that I never thought anyone ever could,not just because of recent events but also because I have now come to realize that things in the past were also much different than I had perceived them to be. You lied to my face, distorted information and kicked me when I was down, when I trusted and believed in you as a person. You reassured me that you could be trust and I thought that you had proved that through time but little did I know what was going on behind the scenes...and when I finally did open up to you, you hit me so hard that now I don't know how to run away fast enough. I thought I could always count on a friendship in the least but came to find that from what I can see you never cared then, and now I just see it as being cruel...and through it alli stuck up for you, when others had doubts I convinced them, since I was so sure, that you could never do such a thing. Little did I know, and I paid the price. I'm not even angry, just betrayed.
4. Ever since we were little I have always been afraid of you, I have never admitted that to anyone but something about you scares me, from the way you think to the actions that you do and over the years things have just gotten worse. I now see that I had reason to be afraid...you have become so unreachable and so unrecognizeable that we feel so helpless and have no choice but to allow you to continue to cause more pain, and you don't see it, you don't see what you do to yourself or anyone else, and they all love you so much. I'm so afraid for you, there was a short time that we understood each other, but now you have just become a mystery to me because you have no remorse. I want to help but I don't know how....
5. You are always the one to lift me up and give me so much credit that I feel I don't deserve. We don't talk very often but when we do it's like no time has passes at all. Sometimes it's scary that we have the exact same ideas on different concepts of life and I never have to explain myself to you because you already understand. You always know exactly where I am coming from and you have no idea how much I admire you. You have told me that I have inspired you and the feeling is mutual, I just wish there were more people like you.
6. Everytime I see you I feel like you are trying to be a different person. You clothes, hair, ideas, and attitude change from day to day yet you still feel the need to ridicule others that are not like you when really....no one is like you, you are just like them...I've watched you grow up to try to be just like them...and when you aren't satisfied you try to be like someone else. One thing that you have always been though is judgemental and I wish that you could just look at me for once and accept that I have different values that you, I may not have taken the risks you have but I am glad that I haven't and I don't feel like I have missed out on anything especially when I see what has become of many of those who have. I feel like you see me as ignorant when I know more that you think, just because I haven't gotten myself into as much trouble as you have doesn't mean that I am sheltered, just that I have made different decisions for my life and have different expectations. I wish you would just be yourself and allow others to do the same.
7. You are literally my other half and I don't know what I would do without you. I am a different person today for knowing you and somehow I can always come to you and things click...we have always been honest with each other and that has made things stronger...I am always willing to take critisizm from you because I know it would never be meant to be hurtful, but only to help the situation and I always try to be willing to recognize my own faults. You are the only one that I have truly trusted with every aspect of my life, you know everything and I'm not worried about that one bit. You opinion is the one I value the most in any aspect of my life because I know you will tell me the truth whether it is good or bad. Basically I just want to thank you, and let you know how much you are appreciated, and besides I always have fun with you not matter what we are doing. We have been through so much and that in itself can never be replaced. We may have compeletly different tastes but we have the same way of thinking and you are the closest person to me.
8. You are the only person that I have ever been truly in love with. I would have given anything for you. We had a good thing for a while, and though when it all feel apart I felt like it was the end of the world, I think it was good for both of us. You devestated me. But there was also a time you loved me and I could see it in your eyes and I could hear it in your voice. Maybe if you had stayed things would have been different, I know for sure that we would both be in totally different places in out lives if that had happened but I truly believe that it was all in God's plan and the whole thing helped me to realize that no matter how much something can hurt at the time, the end result can be so worth it. I'll always care about you, but I don't think I can ever really trust you.
9. Looking back now I never would have believed that we would have come this far and I would be this close to you. You are one of the mose caring people I have ever met and you amaze me at how you can put yourself last and do what you have to do to make things right no matter what the circumstances. I always want to be a part of your life and I hope that what you say is true...that I am different and I won't be like the rest and fade away. I am always there fore you and several times you have been just what I needed to get through. You are so talented and so driven and there is no one else like you.
10. I believe God truly had a reason for everything and I think he had a reason for us to become friends...things started off a little rocky but now that is all behind us and I'm so glad that we talked and figured things out. We both had to go through a horrible situation but I think we are stronger people for it and our faith has been a big part of getting us through and I think that is so awesome. I hope we continue to be friends as well as grow in faith.
Wow that was way more than I was intending to write but oh well...and it's 4:37 and I'm about to die so GOODNIGHT....
Write 10 honest statements
Intended to different people.
Never tell which one is who
1. We can have a lot of fun together but sometimes I don't understand you and I feel your world revolves solely around you. Others reach out to you and when they are in need of a hand you don't even notice them reaching. Sometimes I feel like the image you feel the need to portray is more important to you than the meaningful things in life and then you wonder why you are on the verge of loosing them. It's not that I think you don't care, you just never try to. A lot of problems could be solved if you would take the time to listen to the people around you and talk about things before you jump to conclusions and they get out of hand.
2. We used to be so close and I had so many hopes for you, but you have lost the sparkle that I used to see and I feel like I have failed to keep that alive. I feel that you have reduced yourself to what you feel that you were destined to become and you never tried to improve on that no matter how much potential I tried to tell you that you had, and still do have. I'm sorry we didn't have the kind of relationship that you wanted us to have but we are so different that though we respect each other and can talk for hours, we have completely different ideas on things that will always clash. I care so much about you...but I feel like I don't know you anymore and I keep wondering where the person I used to know went, maybe I was too blind to see that I never knew you...I just saw what was in your heart and I loved you for it and you continue to hide it from the world.
3. You have hurt me in a way that I never thought anyone ever could,not just because of recent events but also because I have now come to realize that things in the past were also much different than I had perceived them to be. You lied to my face, distorted information and kicked me when I was down, when I trusted and believed in you as a person. You reassured me that you could be trust and I thought that you had proved that through time but little did I know what was going on behind the scenes...and when I finally did open up to you, you hit me so hard that now I don't know how to run away fast enough. I thought I could always count on a friendship in the least but came to find that from what I can see you never cared then, and now I just see it as being cruel...and through it alli stuck up for you, when others had doubts I convinced them, since I was so sure, that you could never do such a thing. Little did I know, and I paid the price. I'm not even angry, just betrayed.
4. Ever since we were little I have always been afraid of you, I have never admitted that to anyone but something about you scares me, from the way you think to the actions that you do and over the years things have just gotten worse. I now see that I had reason to be afraid...you have become so unreachable and so unrecognizeable that we feel so helpless and have no choice but to allow you to continue to cause more pain, and you don't see it, you don't see what you do to yourself or anyone else, and they all love you so much. I'm so afraid for you, there was a short time that we understood each other, but now you have just become a mystery to me because you have no remorse. I want to help but I don't know how....
5. You are always the one to lift me up and give me so much credit that I feel I don't deserve. We don't talk very often but when we do it's like no time has passes at all. Sometimes it's scary that we have the exact same ideas on different concepts of life and I never have to explain myself to you because you already understand. You always know exactly where I am coming from and you have no idea how much I admire you. You have told me that I have inspired you and the feeling is mutual, I just wish there were more people like you.
6. Everytime I see you I feel like you are trying to be a different person. You clothes, hair, ideas, and attitude change from day to day yet you still feel the need to ridicule others that are not like you when really....no one is like you, you are just like them...I've watched you grow up to try to be just like them...and when you aren't satisfied you try to be like someone else. One thing that you have always been though is judgemental and I wish that you could just look at me for once and accept that I have different values that you, I may not have taken the risks you have but I am glad that I haven't and I don't feel like I have missed out on anything especially when I see what has become of many of those who have. I feel like you see me as ignorant when I know more that you think, just because I haven't gotten myself into as much trouble as you have doesn't mean that I am sheltered, just that I have made different decisions for my life and have different expectations. I wish you would just be yourself and allow others to do the same.
7. You are literally my other half and I don't know what I would do without you. I am a different person today for knowing you and somehow I can always come to you and things click...we have always been honest with each other and that has made things stronger...I am always willing to take critisizm from you because I know it would never be meant to be hurtful, but only to help the situation and I always try to be willing to recognize my own faults. You are the only one that I have truly trusted with every aspect of my life, you know everything and I'm not worried about that one bit. You opinion is the one I value the most in any aspect of my life because I know you will tell me the truth whether it is good or bad. Basically I just want to thank you, and let you know how much you are appreciated, and besides I always have fun with you not matter what we are doing. We have been through so much and that in itself can never be replaced. We may have compeletly different tastes but we have the same way of thinking and you are the closest person to me.
8. You are the only person that I have ever been truly in love with. I would have given anything for you. We had a good thing for a while, and though when it all feel apart I felt like it was the end of the world, I think it was good for both of us. You devestated me. But there was also a time you loved me and I could see it in your eyes and I could hear it in your voice. Maybe if you had stayed things would have been different, I know for sure that we would both be in totally different places in out lives if that had happened but I truly believe that it was all in God's plan and the whole thing helped me to realize that no matter how much something can hurt at the time, the end result can be so worth it. I'll always care about you, but I don't think I can ever really trust you.
9. Looking back now I never would have believed that we would have come this far and I would be this close to you. You are one of the mose caring people I have ever met and you amaze me at how you can put yourself last and do what you have to do to make things right no matter what the circumstances. I always want to be a part of your life and I hope that what you say is true...that I am different and I won't be like the rest and fade away. I am always there fore you and several times you have been just what I needed to get through. You are so talented and so driven and there is no one else like you.
10. I believe God truly had a reason for everything and I think he had a reason for us to become friends...things started off a little rocky but now that is all behind us and I'm so glad that we talked and figured things out. We both had to go through a horrible situation but I think we are stronger people for it and our faith has been a big part of getting us through and I think that is so awesome. I hope we continue to be friends as well as grow in faith.
Wow that was way more than I was intending to write but oh well...and it's 4:37 and I'm about to die so GOODNIGHT....