(no subject)
hey guys..
so yesterday i had my surgery. and its pretty much been down hill from there. its almost 8 now and this is the first time ive been out of bed in 2 days. so yeah..i guess i can type what i remember..
woke up yesterday morning and got a shower and changed into some pjs then me mom and darcy went to the oral surgeons office place..and it was sooo cold in there. and when we walked into the waiting room there were like 5 ppl there, 2 older men and then a mom and her daughter whom had just had her teeth out last week. they snickered at me for i had my pjs on..but oh well. then the mother starts a convo about how it will be okay and a very simple surgery. so that kinda made me feel better. not so much though. then the nurse came out into the waiting room. talked to my mom for a minute handed her a bag of stuff for me after the surgery..then she told me to go on back with her, and which means mom couldnt join..so i was soo scared..b.c ive never had surgery without mom being with me till i was asleeep..but i was a big girl and walked back with the nurse. it was freezing back where i was having surgery, but the nurse gave me a blanket, and then i started to cry b.c she had so many needles and i was so nervous b.c i dont do well with them. but she told me not to be nervous b.c they were going to numb my arm with spray before giving me the needle. so then the surgeon guy came back and talked to me and then another nurse came in and held my hand b.c i kept crying and shivering and all..and so the surgeon and the first nurse sprayed my arm and then they inserted the iv and it hurt regardless and i cryed more..then the strapped my arm in this thingy and i looked at the nurse that was holding my hand and told her i was tired..and then i fell asleep. then i dont member waking up. i remember riding in the car, and mom got me a slurrpee but i couldnt eat it b.c my entire mouth was numb. so we waited till i got home. then i member just going to sleep and then i dont member much at all from yesterday. i slept alot. i didnt eat much of nothing . my mouth was like constantly numb and blah. and then i guess we shall talk about today. since i member more of today than yesterday.well i didnt sleep at all really last night into today b.c i got pills at 10, 2, 6..then by 830 dad was sitting on my bed b.c he had came to pick up the girls for the weeekend and he was saying hi to me. so i sat up and talked to him. and then said goodbye and layed back down. then my sisters and dad left and i layed in the bed all morning. i think i slept some..i really cant remember..mind you im still on alot of pain killers and im surprised i can even type right now. but anyways. then granny came over b.c she bought me some serbert ice cream and then vanilla ice cream with carmel..and she came upstairs. and she talked to me for a bit. then lindsey called. and she came by for a half hour. and i was so happy to see her. she made me a card and bought me my fav ice cream..so i was really happy. and we talked for a bit then she had to go for family dinner. so then me and mom watched tv together and mom watched dirty dancing with me and it was fun. rick went to lowes and dominoes where he got me some pizza and cheesy bread. b.c ive been crying for i havent had a full stomach and it hurts so i tryed to eat some cheesy bread but i cant chew at all..cept with my front teeth..and so ive been trying to do some of that. so i havent really eatin today. then rachel called around 7 and she came by for a min or two and bought me a card. i was happy to see her also. it made me feel good to know that your friends are here to see you and care about u when you are feeling at your lowest. cas im def. there. i keep crying for no reason and my cheeks are so puffy i hate it. but i guess its just how it goes. welp i dunno what else to say..so have a good weekend. <3 ash
so yesterday i had my surgery. and its pretty much been down hill from there. its almost 8 now and this is the first time ive been out of bed in 2 days. so yeah..i guess i can type what i remember..
woke up yesterday morning and got a shower and changed into some pjs then me mom and darcy went to the oral surgeons office place..and it was sooo cold in there. and when we walked into the waiting room there were like 5 ppl there, 2 older men and then a mom and her daughter whom had just had her teeth out last week. they snickered at me for i had my pjs on..but oh well. then the mother starts a convo about how it will be okay and a very simple surgery. so that kinda made me feel better. not so much though. then the nurse came out into the waiting room. talked to my mom for a minute handed her a bag of stuff for me after the surgery..then she told me to go on back with her, and which means mom couldnt join..so i was soo scared..b.c ive never had surgery without mom being with me till i was asleeep..but i was a big girl and walked back with the nurse. it was freezing back where i was having surgery, but the nurse gave me a blanket, and then i started to cry b.c she had so many needles and i was so nervous b.c i dont do well with them. but she told me not to be nervous b.c they were going to numb my arm with spray before giving me the needle. so then the surgeon guy came back and talked to me and then another nurse came in and held my hand b.c i kept crying and shivering and all..and so the surgeon and the first nurse sprayed my arm and then they inserted the iv and it hurt regardless and i cryed more..then the strapped my arm in this thingy and i looked at the nurse that was holding my hand and told her i was tired..and then i fell asleep. then i dont member waking up. i remember riding in the car, and mom got me a slurrpee but i couldnt eat it b.c my entire mouth was numb. so we waited till i got home. then i member just going to sleep and then i dont member much at all from yesterday. i slept alot. i didnt eat much of nothing . my mouth was like constantly numb and blah. and then i guess we shall talk about today. since i member more of today than yesterday.well i didnt sleep at all really last night into today b.c i got pills at 10, 2, 6..then by 830 dad was sitting on my bed b.c he had came to pick up the girls for the weeekend and he was saying hi to me. so i sat up and talked to him. and then said goodbye and layed back down. then my sisters and dad left and i layed in the bed all morning. i think i slept some..i really cant remember..mind you im still on alot of pain killers and im surprised i can even type right now. but anyways. then granny came over b.c she bought me some serbert ice cream and then vanilla ice cream with carmel..and she came upstairs. and she talked to me for a bit. then lindsey called. and she came by for a half hour. and i was so happy to see her. she made me a card and bought me my fav ice cream..so i was really happy. and we talked for a bit then she had to go for family dinner. so then me and mom watched tv together and mom watched dirty dancing with me and it was fun. rick went to lowes and dominoes where he got me some pizza and cheesy bread. b.c ive been crying for i havent had a full stomach and it hurts so i tryed to eat some cheesy bread but i cant chew at all..cept with my front teeth..and so ive been trying to do some of that. so i havent really eatin today. then rachel called around 7 and she came by for a min or two and bought me a card. i was happy to see her also. it made me feel good to know that your friends are here to see you and care about u when you are feeling at your lowest. cas im def. there. i keep crying for no reason and my cheeks are so puffy i hate it. but i guess its just how it goes. welp i dunno what else to say..so have a good weekend. <3 ash