Jul 29, 2004 17:58
surgery tommrow. 8 am.
i only have 5 hours of eating left. the cut off is midnight, and that means no more food or drinks till later on tommrow during the day, even though i wont be able to eat they said i must try to get a beverage in me so i can have some pain killers.
i think now that its getting closer and closer to time im getting so nervous. i know im such a sissy with this stuff and also its just getting wisdom teeth removed. but obviously it must be painful b.c they are putting me to sleep and fully numbing my mouth once i am asleep. so i pretty scared. mainly for the iv needle b.c i will be awake for that and unfortuanly i hate needles so that will not be fun and also for when i wake up. b.c i know that its gonna suck for a while after i wake up with all this crap. and my mouth is gonna be huge. so im not too excited for this. =(
today we went to ukrops and i got some stuff that i can eat once i do have the surgery, i got jello, pudding, mac and cheese and italin ice. i was really bummed b.c we were looking at the jello that was already made and in the cute little containers and i didnt see any blue .i really want blue jello its my favorite. so me and my sister courtney are standing there looking for blue jello in a container then i guess the ukrops guy that was standing there heard me complaining cas i didnt see any blue and he was like we dont carry any blue jello in containers. i felt dumb. b.c he said that, even though it was obvious lol. but we found some that mom is going to make for me tonight. =). the mac and cheese i got is the shell kind. i used to eat that when i was little and havent had it in a while so im excited for that =D!
saturday lindsey comes home for west virginia she was at a church camp thingy, and saturday afternoon shes going to come by and see me for a bit. im happy to see her, shes a great friend for wanting to come and see me when she nos ill be sad. =0)
the girls are going to dads this weekend. i cannont due to the surgery so the house will be quiet. which will be good but ill miss em! lol..im such a looser..
last night i re-read the notebook for the 1 millionth time. ( not really just the 2nd lol) i didnt think it would make me cry again. but it did. u must read this book. that is for sure.
I HeaR that yesterday was Scott Stubbs birthday, and i know weve only talked like 2wice, but sometimes it makes u feel good to know that people care! so hapPy birthday =)
well guys..i guess this will be the last update for a bit. ill try to get on saturday if the rentals will allow.
have a good weeekend..
be safe!
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