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I've been feeling like im a right pickle all day...I can't even think why...I just seemed to have created a whole big something out of nothing.
I suppose it didn't help not sleeping last night. I was getting those nightmares that you can't tell if they were real or not, and you keep waking thinking that you've done something and really your not sure.
Like when you leave your phone on and someone texts you in the night, sometimes you open it, read it and then wake up thinking it was a dream, take a look at your inbox and theres that message you read.
Maybe I was doing something in my sleep, moving around, I don't know but I was on this constant alertness. Waiting for something to happen...then I realised it was summer, and that usually means bad anyways.
I will have one decent summer...
I lie...
I'm working the entire time so I have nothing really to do, and few friends that I actually do go out with. They changed before Uni, so uni's hardly to blame for most.
I like the idea of hiding out all summer, seems like a great achievement.
I just been to the jolly ol gym...and then ate some mushrooms after, for no real reason...I like mushrooms...
Mmmmm
Happy Birthday to Phil!!
She doesn't read this but hey! Hope her 19th stays in her memory...I don't really feel like I had a birthday this year, to be honest I can't think of anything really that interesting to do anyways. It was just my excuse not to go to work and college for a day.
I need to go documenting or photo taking this summer...Hmmmm I need a test subject...I got ideas...I got no money''s...yet...blah
Spewing boring ramble which is always beautiful...I'm going to my happy place now
Bed.
I suppose it didn't help not sleeping last night. I was getting those nightmares that you can't tell if they were real or not, and you keep waking thinking that you've done something and really your not sure.
Like when you leave your phone on and someone texts you in the night, sometimes you open it, read it and then wake up thinking it was a dream, take a look at your inbox and theres that message you read.
Maybe I was doing something in my sleep, moving around, I don't know but I was on this constant alertness. Waiting for something to happen...then I realised it was summer, and that usually means bad anyways.
I will have one decent summer...
I lie...
I'm working the entire time so I have nothing really to do, and few friends that I actually do go out with. They changed before Uni, so uni's hardly to blame for most.
I like the idea of hiding out all summer, seems like a great achievement.
I just been to the jolly ol gym...and then ate some mushrooms after, for no real reason...I like mushrooms...
Mmmmm
Happy Birthday to Phil!!
She doesn't read this but hey! Hope her 19th stays in her memory...I don't really feel like I had a birthday this year, to be honest I can't think of anything really that interesting to do anyways. It was just my excuse not to go to work and college for a day.
I need to go documenting or photo taking this summer...Hmmmm I need a test subject...I got ideas...I got no money''s...yet...blah
Spewing boring ramble which is always beautiful...I'm going to my happy place now
Bed.