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I feel like crap. I don't really know how describe it. I just feel like all of my friends have just gotten sick of me. Like no one wants to be around me anymore. I don't know why I feel like this, but I do. I really hope it's not true, but I guess I won't really be surprised if it is.
I haven't felt like this in a long time. I feel like I'm never going to have fun again. Nothing even sounds fun right now. Everything just sounds like it'll be terribly boring, or like, if I try to hang out with people I'll just piss them off.
I'd almost call how I feel depressed, but I don't know. I really have nothing to be upset about, but I am, and it won't go away. I'm afraid it won't.
Byron is mad at me for telling him how I feel about what he's doing with his life, but the only reason that I even said anything is because I care. He's my friend, and I just don't want him to continue to royally screw himself over.
Oh, and Tyler is mad at me for absolutely nothing. Well, actually, he's not mad at me when he's not around Byron, but once Byron comes around, he's not my friend again.
Then Andee. I don't know what's up with him. I haven't gotten to hang out with him for a couple days, and I feel like he doesn't even care. I tried to call Byron today, and he wouldn't talk to me, so Andee talked to me, and I was telling him how I wasn't trying to piss Byron off and stuff, and he didn't say anything about it to Byron. I feel like he doesn't even care that they're all mad at me. It's upsetting because I really don't understand why they're mad at me, and he's not helping at all.
I guess I'm going to a movie with Kristi and Kari.
Bye.
I haven't felt like this in a long time. I feel like I'm never going to have fun again. Nothing even sounds fun right now. Everything just sounds like it'll be terribly boring, or like, if I try to hang out with people I'll just piss them off.
I'd almost call how I feel depressed, but I don't know. I really have nothing to be upset about, but I am, and it won't go away. I'm afraid it won't.
Byron is mad at me for telling him how I feel about what he's doing with his life, but the only reason that I even said anything is because I care. He's my friend, and I just don't want him to continue to royally screw himself over.
Oh, and Tyler is mad at me for absolutely nothing. Well, actually, he's not mad at me when he's not around Byron, but once Byron comes around, he's not my friend again.
Then Andee. I don't know what's up with him. I haven't gotten to hang out with him for a couple days, and I feel like he doesn't even care. I tried to call Byron today, and he wouldn't talk to me, so Andee talked to me, and I was telling him how I wasn't trying to piss Byron off and stuff, and he didn't say anything about it to Byron. I feel like he doesn't even care that they're all mad at me. It's upsetting because I really don't understand why they're mad at me, and he's not helping at all.
I guess I'm going to a movie with Kristi and Kari.
Bye.