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Oct 16, 2004 02:50

Wow.

Tonight sucked. That's all there is to it. I ruined three friendships in one night. Wow... Go me...

Nothing that I write in here is supposed to be me taking sides. I'm just saying what I think I know, and trying to get everything straightened out. I'm really not into all this drama right now, and all this bullshit it really getting to me.

So tonight I went bowling. It was fun at first, but then everything turned to shit. The first friendship ruined was between Andee and April. April knows that Andee gets jealous really easily, and she thinks it's dumb, so she likes to mess with him. She'll claim me as hers, or pull my attention away from Andee, and it's not that big of a deal, but tonight it all went too far. We were messing around like usual, and Andee was getting pissed about it, so Buddy told her to knock it off. She got pissed and quit bowling, quit talking to Andee, and just sat there for the rest of the night because she thinks that Andee's "jealousy issues" are stupid, and she thinks he's way too protective.

After a while I got Andee to cheer back up, and everything was going good again until Chris Ross got there. Andee was pissed off at Chris for blabbing some information that Andee told him and didn't expect him to tell anyone. It was about me and Andee, and it wasn't huge, but it was just that I didn't think that everyone needed to know about it. So when Chris was yelling about it at lunch, I got kind of pissed and told Andee not to tell Chris anything about me.

So when Chris got there, Andee didn't want anything to do with him, and Chris got irritated by it, but eventually Andee was okay, and everything was okay again.

The second friendship ruined was between Buddy and Andee. I think I got both of their stories straight, but I'm not sure. Basically, what I know is that some things were said, and then Buddy slapped Andee upside the head. He hit him hard enough that Andee's hat went into the next lane over. Andee was pissed, as anyone would be, and he got up ready to kill Buddy. I held him back and got him to sit back down and calm don't a bit. Then April called me over to talk to her, and she told me Buddy's side of the story, which didn't correspond with Andee side very well at all. I asked Andee about it, telling him what I'd heard from April, and he jumped up again to kick Buddy's ass. Byron and I held him back, and I got him to promise me that he wouldn't do anything.

While I was taking my turn bowling, he went over and talked to some people, and when he came back he wasn't looking all pissed anymore, and when he walked behind Buddy he jokingly fake punched him. Someone must have told Buddy that he did that, because Buddy got up and came over and started saying something about Andee laughing at him or something trying to get Andee to hit him, but Andee didn't want to fight then, and Kieth brought Buddy somewhere else. So that was done for a little while.

(During all this, Tony and I were still keeping up a pretty good game of bowling between the two of us.)

Then when things were calming down a little bit, Chris came over and started telling Andee to go over and hit Buddy, and Tony didn't like that, so he flipped out on Chris. He didn't want to see two of his bestfriends fighting over some bullshit like this, and Tony didn't want Chris encouraging a fight between the two of them. He threatened to kick Chris's ass, then I got Tony to leave that area, and he went outside. I followed him that way to try to calm him down, and apparently people thought that I was breaking up with Andee right there, which I definitely wasn't.

When I came back inside from trying to talk to Tony, Andee was walking toward Buddy, so I went and got my shoes and stuff, and headed over there. When I got to them Andee was standing by Buddy trying to apologize, and Buddy refused to accept Andee's apology, so Andee got kind of pissed. That's when the cop told us that it was time to leave. Andee took off out the door and started walking to the street as if to start walking home, but I got him to come back. Buddy went and got into Kieth's truck, and Chris left. Tony was still flipping out, and Kieth was fine. When Andee came back over to me he was freaking out, so I said that I was giving him a ride home. I wasn't about to let him walk home.

Andee always thinks that I'm going to break up with him. I don't plan on that happening any time soon, and I tell him that, but I just can't get through to him. I don't know what to do about that.

That was basically my night. There are some other things that happened, but most of those things are things that people might not want anyone else to know, so i'll keep them to myself.

People keep telling me that it's not my fault that all of this happened tonight, but it is. Whether or not people want to believe me about that, it's true. If I weren't around, April and Andee would be okay, Buddy and Andee wouldn't've been trying to kill eachother tonight, and they'd still be bestfriends, and Tony wouldn't've flipped out at Chris. In one way or another, this is my fault, and I don't know how to fix it all.

Any ideas?

Oh- If I got any on tonights events confused, leave a reply, and I'll be sure to note that.

So yea, that was my wonderful night. Don't get my wrong, a lot of tonight was fun, but all this fighting and whatnot has just been really hard on me, and everyone else involved, I'm sure, and I don't really have the energy to think anymore.

So good night to anyone who actually reads this.

Oh, and by the way, I love you more.
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