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I feel like shit. And nothing I want is getting any closer... it's all getting further away. I just always feel like I want to cry. I'm always tired but I can't sleep andI can't move and I'm just not happy. And I hate school so much. I really just want to be done with it. But I can't complain cuz I just dropped the crazy bitch I had and swithed my photo from 2nd to 1st block. But I'm not looking forward to college or even my senior year here... I just want to be done and never have to get up and i just need someone here by me to help me through. I don't have anyone here to just hug me and tell me everything will be alright... no one to believe in me or say their proud of me. No one to love me or just tell me its okay when I fuck up. I don't know what I need now.... I just need help