I honestly don't care if anyone reads my journal anymore, I am still going to express how I feel.

[pretty_paulie]

Yesterday was possibly the worst day of my life. My boyfriend of 10 months broke up with me for extremely stupid reasons. All I did was phone him to see how he was and if he was coming over and then he snapped and said that he was sick of me... and that he lied about the day before and said he was sick so he could hang out with his friends

Comments

[anonymous]

Oh Hun, I know this sounds cliche' but it will seem better with time. it took me a good three years to get over my ex, we were together 6 years. it won't take that long and unfortunately you can only remember the good stuf at the moment, but their will come a day when you wake up and say "you know he WAS a dick!" the most important thing to remember is how many IMPORTANT things you felt he couldn't deal with, your schooling...YOUR MEDS. if he was really the right one for you, you wouldn't have needed to do that. you would have been able to talk freely and have been safe in the knowledge you would have been heard and supported. stay busy, hang with your friends, go out and have fun even if you don't feel up to it. It takes time but it does get better. you'll get someone brilliant one day. xo

[ididgerardway]

I am really sorry, and I'd like to say something to comfort but I don't know what to say but to take your time to recover, things like these are rarely easy. Often writing things down help, so if you'd like you should keep writing here on livejournal, you don't even need to make it public for other people than yourself if it gets too personal, it often helps just to get it written down.

i am sure you will get through this, bb, even though everything seems pretty dark right now. if not, feel free to hit me up on msn, facebook or email.

*big hugs*