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[pretty_lil_kid]

P.s --my mom asked me why i dont go to church anymore, and i said its more of a hassel getting there, going in and leavig then it is for me to explain. there is so much drama and bullcrap there. but what i didnt realize is i was cheating myself. i wasnt there, and im still not there to make friends or have a "good time" with the people there. i

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[pretty_lil_kid]

mandy, thanks. i mean i understand, but i guess its because i dont allow myself to open up to girls or other people much often, because alot of people arent really nice to me. or they act like they are. and i get what your saying. i want to come back. but it's going to take alot of me, because no matter how much people say, its hard. and its a struggle for me.

and i agree with briana, my mom says it too, God wont turn his back on me, i hope not at least, because then he wouldnt be reliable, i think if i abused the priviledge then its wrong, but i hope to believe he'd NEVER turn his back on me. i know jealousy is a thing of the devil, but God should have it either. because thats not fair. its not easy living for God in this day in age and i think he knows that, and its hard because no matter what we all still have to make a living and be happy and do what we like too, and every bit of our day is for God in his hands and with him "he's everywhere" thats what our church says. so technically we are with him 100% so why would he get jealous?

thanks tho. for commenting. it helpped a little.

[amanda_ashley]

The whole earth is full of God's glory, yes. But, he wants you serving Him above everything else, above music, about fashion, above money... etc... everything. And i do agree that living for God is hard. The closer you get to Him, the harder it gets. Everyday is a challenge, but it can be done. God didn't intend for it to be easy because if it were easy everyone would be doing it. But it takes people who want to go against the flow and stand out to stand for Him 100% despite everything that the world throws out. Read the reply above, that might answers the ? about jealousy.