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.... ugh. depression. i can feel it creeping in.
not like, authentic severe scary depression, the kind that cripples a person and makes them unhappy 24/7. this is more the i'm-directionless-and-confused-as-to-what-life-wants-from-me depression.
more than anything i wish i was strong enough to just get over it before it starts. sometimes that works. sometimes it doesn't. this time might be one of the latter.
i know life, the universe and everything generally helps those who help themselves, and i really am opposed to whining and hoping someone else fixes all your problems. but i *do* desperately wish someone could at least point me in the right direction. come on, universe, is a little guidance too much to ask?
jack sparrow had a compass that showed him what he truly desired in life. it didn't solve his problems, or get him what he wanted, but at least it pointed him in the right direction. that's what i need right now.
so hey, if you've got a compass, let me know... maybe i can borrow it.
love kittie
not like, authentic severe scary depression, the kind that cripples a person and makes them unhappy 24/7. this is more the i'm-directionless-and-confused-as-to-what-life-wants-from-me depression.
more than anything i wish i was strong enough to just get over it before it starts. sometimes that works. sometimes it doesn't. this time might be one of the latter.
i know life, the universe and everything generally helps those who help themselves, and i really am opposed to whining and hoping someone else fixes all your problems. but i *do* desperately wish someone could at least point me in the right direction. come on, universe, is a little guidance too much to ask?
jack sparrow had a compass that showed him what he truly desired in life. it didn't solve his problems, or get him what he wanted, but at least it pointed him in the right direction. that's what i need right now.
so hey, if you've got a compass, let me know... maybe i can borrow it.
love kittie