Long road to what ?
I feel so alone as of late, like a huge part of me is missing in the uncertainty of the next couple weeks. I have really given up the life I once was so content with for drastic change the type that molds you into a new person and betters situations. Maybe this is a blessing maybe it will be my curse. I'm not far enough in to really realize yet. I have 43 more days of this until I'm clean and able to get underway with my metamorphsis. I just wish I had someone to talk to. Anyone really, the day seems like an enternity when you dont utter a word and are left alone with your thoughts. The only people I see now are on the television and they aren't much for small talking with me.