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Hi all. Good news for the Kells. I got the job at Starbucks. I will being starting within ten days. Thanks be to Jesus (or whatever really vontrols our fates). Either way. brokeness soon to be over and Kell will be back to having a bank account and a better job. They want to train me for management which is fine with me. I have no qwams working for this very cool and progressing company. I have no qwams making coffee for people na dgetting paid and incentively-driven while doing so. I am grateful to them and eager to start. Don't like the slacker life, never have. I like it for a wek and then it's back to work. Plus this is a job that will allow me to focus on other stuff like my writing, exercising and just a change in general.
Again, and I'll repeat it over and over, thanks to all that helped, supported in many ways, and just listened to me. I learned more than anything, and contrary to my previous thoughts, that I DO have people to fall back on. All my life I have felt like an outsider, like I was alone in this thing, like it or not. I always felt/feel as though I am not only misunderstood but very mis-everything. I have learned so much these past couple years and am grateful for all the knowledge. But what I learned through this is not only do I have friends that care for me, I have friends that love me. I would return favors to any of them and they know it. I would help anyone I felt that was worth helping. I mean that as to say that I wouldn't spit on those who have no place in my heart, but that it makes sense to help the people who won't spit on you. Since that sentence made hardly any sense I'll just say that always having been the person that was there for people, that helped the one's that didn't deserve it, i.e. Jeremiah, Paul, etc., financially and emotionally it was nice to have those to fall back on when it was me. Only difference is I consider myself deserving and am foever grateful to my friends and mother. She also, in the wake of moving, helped me tremendously. I love you guys and love you mom.
Ok enough sap. I'm done but come and visit a homie at your local Southside Starbucks and get some java that will get you addicted and keep ya coming back! Word.
Again, and I'll repeat it over and over, thanks to all that helped, supported in many ways, and just listened to me. I learned more than anything, and contrary to my previous thoughts, that I DO have people to fall back on. All my life I have felt like an outsider, like I was alone in this thing, like it or not. I always felt/feel as though I am not only misunderstood but very mis-everything. I have learned so much these past couple years and am grateful for all the knowledge. But what I learned through this is not only do I have friends that care for me, I have friends that love me. I would return favors to any of them and they know it. I would help anyone I felt that was worth helping. I mean that as to say that I wouldn't spit on those who have no place in my heart, but that it makes sense to help the people who won't spit on you. Since that sentence made hardly any sense I'll just say that always having been the person that was there for people, that helped the one's that didn't deserve it, i.e. Jeremiah, Paul, etc., financially and emotionally it was nice to have those to fall back on when it was me. Only difference is I consider myself deserving and am foever grateful to my friends and mother. She also, in the wake of moving, helped me tremendously. I love you guys and love you mom.
Ok enough sap. I'm done but come and visit a homie at your local Southside Starbucks and get some java that will get you addicted and keep ya coming back! Word.