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Today Marcus and I got into a massive fight.
I cussed up a storm.
It was really my fault.

I don't understand why I am so un-happy.
Theres nothing in my life that can make me this un-happy.

I am supposed to go snowboarding wednesday/Thursday.
Conrad comes to visit Friday.
I am so mean to kim, I just had attitude with her too :/

I really am selfish and rude, especially to my family.
I feel so horrible.