I hate the waiting

[phelyx]

So, this is my second go at being pregnant. First ended after 8 weeks last Jan. This time around, second cycle of Clomid worked, and I found out Monday that I'm early in the game at 4 weeks.

But now, I had my second blood draw for the doc to check my beta numbers, and she says they're low, or dropping. (How she was able to tell me this with only the blood draw on Monday and no results from today yet, I'm not sure.)

Suffice to say, waiting to hear back from the office for my results is maddening.

And I have a wicked headache that Tylenol does nothing for. -.-

I will gladly have the headache if it means I'll be carrying this baby to term. But my overt optimism is taking a beating here.

Has there ever been good news to come from a doc who says oh hey you're numbers are too low, you will probably have an early M/C?

Or am I pretty much doomed?

For now, I guess I'll go to class and try not to think about it. (HA!)

Here's hoping, right?

Edit: Follow up - they called back and apparently I'm up at 160, which is nice and where they wanted me to be. Huzzah!

Makes this raging headache just a bit easier to swallow at least.