disconnected
I wanted more than anything to become a mother to something other than my cats. I thought when I became pregnant I'd cry tears of joy. I thought when I first saw the lil blob on the ultrasound and heard its heartbeat I'd at least tear up.
None of these things have happened.
I'm 14w today and not showing yet so maybe that's part of it but I feel so disconnected. My husband kisses my tummy and says he loves the baby and all I can ask him is how? I have yet to feel anything physically so perhaps that is why I feel nothing emotionally?? Am I alone in this ladies? Maybe I really don't do so well without my meds. ::sigh::
I hope I feel something soon because all I feel like is a terrible person. :(
None of these things have happened.
I'm 14w today and not showing yet so maybe that's part of it but I feel so disconnected. My husband kisses my tummy and says he loves the baby and all I can ask him is how? I have yet to feel anything physically so perhaps that is why I feel nothing emotionally?? Am I alone in this ladies? Maybe I really don't do so well without my meds. ::sigh::
I hope I feel something soon because all I feel like is a terrible person. :(