Mar 04, 2012 19:00
Here I’m watching you.. standing there to make promise forever
I should be the one there
I should be the one who saying promise with you in the altar
I always thought our love will last forever
But I was wrong
You’ll never be mine
I thought that you loved me
I keep believing in your promise, saying that you’ll loved me forever
But in the end I’m just a fool to believe you
Why did you do this to me?
Why did you betray me yunho?
Do I still have place in your heart yunho?
I always love you
Your smile
Your laugh
You make me strong
I give you all I have
My heart, my soul, my body they were yours
Because I love you so much
But now you hurt me
The day never been so hard until you walked away and say good bye
I keep blaming myself for never be good enough for you
You chose another to be with you
You’re standing there, with her beside you
You’re smiling..
Why does that smile hurting me right now?
Why looking at you make me can’t breathe?
Seeing you it kills me now
I’m broken into pieces
You'll never know how much it hurt
“Changmin..” a voice startled him. “Thank you for coming”
Changmin cleared his dry throat “I..it’s my pleasure to be invited here..” He smiled bitterly.
“I..” yunho doesn’t now what he supposed to say “I’m sorry changmin”
Changmin shook his head “Nothing to be sorry”
Yunho looking at him for the longest time, guilt, is the one he feel right now.
"Wish me happiness changmin" the man requested.
"I have wished you happinnes since the first time I saw you yunho" he declared in a voice that almost cracking.
You looked so happy yunho
And I don’t want to make you sad
So I won’t crying
I will keep this pain only for me
So no one will realize how great this pain
I forgive you yunho
For everything you’ve done to me
And I wished you happiness..
with her
I used to say "I love you"
But that the only words I couldn’t say right now
You’re right yunho
Sometimes goodbye can be the right thing
To ease the pain and move on
But sometimes..
I’m hoping
Maybe we can still together until now
If only.. if only..
yunho,
homin,
yaoi,
changmin,
fanfic,
angst