the tragic implications that my heart sincerely breeds

[preciousdemise]

i know sometimes showing the truth can benefit us
but its clear that things are different from the ways
we parted before...
i miss the memories
but i dont want to regret
i know its a mistake that i cant take back
but its for the better
not the worse sometimes when you really love someone
you have to let them go...
in this case i let go of someone that was once dear to me
but understanding from one side to another is just hazardous
i mean i look within my own words and i know
i sound selfish but i really cant express how much
guilt i have but its only natural to feel that way
when the expectations you set for one cant be realistic
i cant change someone and that someone cant change me
so i leave..
for this state of well being is only temporary
well things change i pray for the better things
for me and her...its just tomorrow can never hold
the promises we want to hold for ourselves i am weak in the
frames of emotions but i need this small amount of time
to let out all the things that could potenially break me
but i see a bright light at the end of this
tuneel...but i must find faith in it...for i have only
this to comply with.......
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i still feel the guilt
but i have to move on and be strong
and choose the choices i need to make