Mar 31, 2005 22:19
Went home early from work today wasn t feeling too good. i dont know came home and slept for a long time which was much needed. been feeling kind of lonely lately, outside of trev and his friends i don t have my own friends... i dont know how to feel about it i m kind of torn in one way i want friends that are mine and in another way i dont want it and i hate people , i m internally mixed up as per usual. I dont know talked to my therapist about it... we re working on my conflict with myself. mmm saw trev tonight he was cute watched him play his video game. I think I'm gonna go take a bath i m exhausted. alright well good night everyone... cc and simon.. i got banana in the pants part but can i have a translation on all else por favor... said the gringo... night everybody.
love,
Angie