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me and josh broke up because i aint ready for a relationship. dont know what hes talking about.
i cried all night because i realized he doesnt mean as much to me as i thought he did. i really love mike and i know i aint gunna get over him ... ever! and i want to be with him again and he said im cute as hell and i have a sweet personality and i dont need to change for him but then he said im ugly and shit and i dont understand him. theres no point in talking to him. he loves corrine. and im never going to get him back. and my life sux. i have make up running down my fucking face and i look like shit and no one fucking wants me anymore. josh gave me a bad name to every guy i know. i should have listened to vince when he said that josh was using me last night. and how he said he cared about me and didnt want me to get hurt and shit. well now i know its true and instead of listening to him, i blew him off and told him to fuck off and to stop trying to fuck things up. and yeah ... i got confirmation tonight and shit. i dont wanna go. i cut myself and the fucking lady is gunna tell me im crazy again. and mike means the world to me. id die for him. im trying everything i can to change so he will take me back. but it aint gunna happen. im gunna cry all day and all through confirmation. hopefully me and jeff start talking again. i will do anything for him to make me smile the way he used to. but you know, life doesnt happen the way you want it to. and tears are wasted on people you know that dont care. and love is painful. and you just have to except life how it is <|3
Lexy *
i cried all night because i realized he doesnt mean as much to me as i thought he did. i really love mike and i know i aint gunna get over him ... ever! and i want to be with him again and he said im cute as hell and i have a sweet personality and i dont need to change for him but then he said im ugly and shit and i dont understand him. theres no point in talking to him. he loves corrine. and im never going to get him back. and my life sux. i have make up running down my fucking face and i look like shit and no one fucking wants me anymore. josh gave me a bad name to every guy i know. i should have listened to vince when he said that josh was using me last night. and how he said he cared about me and didnt want me to get hurt and shit. well now i know its true and instead of listening to him, i blew him off and told him to fuck off and to stop trying to fuck things up. and yeah ... i got confirmation tonight and shit. i dont wanna go. i cut myself and the fucking lady is gunna tell me im crazy again. and mike means the world to me. id die for him. im trying everything i can to change so he will take me back. but it aint gunna happen. im gunna cry all day and all through confirmation. hopefully me and jeff start talking again. i will do anything for him to make me smile the way he used to. but you know, life doesnt happen the way you want it to. and tears are wasted on people you know that dont care. and love is painful. and you just have to except life how it is <|3
Lexy *