Dec 05, 2004 14:58
today me and josh have been together for a week. damn its been a long week. but i lived through it. maybe we will last a long time. wow .. today i had the christmas day parade thing for cheerleading and we did pretty good. dont know what place we got yet. we find out tomorrow. yeah me and ashley ripley are on the parade website! yeah, ill find the site and post it. i went to kastellos today to see josh. and he like stared at me and i was like uh... hi josh. and he was ike uh. and walked away and my mom was talking to my cousins friend and josh didnt even say hi or bye to me. and he like stared at me and expected his eyes to like talk for him. but damn he has the sexiest eyes and i love his smile like you have no idea. i cant even explain the feeling i get just looking at him lol. but yeah he means a lot to me. and i got to think of what i can get him for x-mas other than fucking him lol. haha thats a really good present. anyway, my mom is hovering over me. asking about what happened with me and josh friday night. god its none of her business. and my brother is a fag. and now im going to cry because i went OUT OF MY WAY to go see josh at work when i could be with louis or someone else .. but no i had to go see the boy im madly infatuated with .. and yea im gunna go.
MaDd lOve x3
Lexy *