Dec 01, 2004 16:00
Yup Yup Im so so Free and Single Thanks to all My niggaz on here who gave me advice yup read further on and u'll know i used it.
*THIS SONG IS FOR ALL THESE FAKE BREEZIES OUT HERE IN THE "E" THAT THINK THEY KNOW ME BUT THE DONT!!
SINGLE.. is what i am no doubt about all that mess. Im not even gonna front yeah imma SAD but i mean imma let him do what he does u know. And to them fake breezies i was tellin yall about...i saidFUCK EM' Im not bout to waste my time bein friendz wit chu... get ^ outta here with that B/S. lol. Whoaaa let me tell yall about what happened yesterday. Yeah so everybody keeps askin me if we go out or whatever and im likeNaw i already told yall that.So yeah i See him after school or whatever and i said whats up and gave him a hug.. then me and my niggas Sharae and Angie was talkin and he was walkin past and sharae is like "Whats that on his neck?" sure enough yup it was a hickey...and he sits there and tried to lie about like it aint no hickey and i just looked at him like Did we not just break up? Like i dunno what a HICKEY on his neck looks like. Im dont dumb nigga!!But newayz so then Sharae was like "Shay what chu gonna do about it" and he looks at him and i look at him and im like SHIT NOTHIN!! and he looked at me and looked at him back and he was like im bout to go and he left. so then i walk in the house and the phone rings( yeah i got in trouble wit my mom so i cant talk on either one of my phones) and my brother answered it and he asked for me and my mom told him that i wasnt allowed to talk on the phone... and i know why he was callin me to ask me if i was MAD about what was on his neck. To be honest YEAH A LIL BIT BUT I PLAY IT OFF SO MUCH LIKE I DONT CARE CUZ IM TRYIN NOT 2! But u know what no matter what when everybody knows we're BROKEN UP They still be callin me lil (his name) and when they say his name they be like who (shays his name) and i be like yall thats Mariahs (his name). Crazy i guess but everybodys like she so stupid for goin with him cuz they all know who he comes back to....but guess what nigga..My door is so closed... but when he do realizes that im tryin not to care hes gonna ask me whats up and start callin me and shyt and imma be like ...u shoulda thought about it....thought about the ones u loved....thought about the girl that was ur first love...thought about what he had. to tell yall the truth I WAS ALMOST PREGNANT and i know yall thinkin like oh my gosh shes nasty shes this shes that....condoms break!! I never thought it could happen to me but guess what it does. Tell that nigga to STRAP UP 3 OR 4 TIMESLMAO!! But yeah I waz so happy when i found out i wasnt...and now im super happy. But yeah I WILL ALWAYZ LOVE HIM...FIRST LOVE..FIRST TIME..FIRST EVERYTHING...HOPE HE REALIZES WHO HE SHOULD BE WITH BEFORE ITZ TO LATE.. ITZ HARD TO LET GO...AND I REALLY DONT THINK I CAN DO IT...BUT IMMA TRY!!