Nov 29, 2004 23:09
I have no Fuk'n clue whats up wit my life!!
Damn!! I really have no clue whats up wit me. Yeah people been noticin i aint been MYSELF lately. Which i already know i havent... I dont even TALK THAT MUCH NO MORE.. which is not so often for me. Basically im IM STRESSED OUT!! Just .... man Me and MY Boi Boi just aint like we was before i guess. I dont know he just seems like he dont wanna talk to me or when we do talk it'll be about 3 mins before he goes to bed. And like just a few mins ago....no matter if we are or arent goin out ..we still say I Love You. But today itz just like he wasnt even gonna attempt to say I.... THATS FUK'D ^. And Then i heard about sum Hoe (Yeah we dont go out but he would be mad to)he use to fuck wit leave a message on his phone talkin about " damn baby itz been to long...call me back when u get this" BITCH ARE U SERIOUS!! and i know who it is to im not dumb. Man if i did find out he fuckin wit her now... I'M DONE....SO FUK'N GONE I mean even if he do do it and he dont tell me... trust me nobody in the "E" can Keep they Muthafuk'n mouth closed and everybody knows erbodys bizznezz. Thats how ish roles around here. These Breezys got sum off the chain mouths and that ish really aint koo but sumtimes it be stuff about him and i bring it back lay it on the table to him and he either tells me it is or aint true. Sumtimes i know when this nigga is lyin sumtimes he plays it off till i confront "oh girl" and she tells me or her big ass cuzzin tells me.Her cuzzin is so Fuk'n fake. She claim she my nigga but then 2 seconds later and i heard her say the shit she was like I'LL STILL FUCK THAT NIGGA!! And i turned around and looked at her and walked away ... now she all in my face talkin about we koo and she be trynna call him and shit and be tellin me when he gets home im like STALKIN ASS HOE GET OFF HIS DICK UR UGLY AND BIG AS HELL AND HE DONT LIKE U!! but fa real its just time for me to chill and think about what imma do wit all this. Plz hit me up with the comments and tell me what i should do... i mean he told me he still likes me or whatever and he also be tellin me he wont let go of me and cant nobody take my place and shit like that....iono... just hit me up and tell me what this gurl should dooooo!oh i put this song on here cuz its basically how i feel..sumtimes i wanna be his friend sumtimes i wanna be his lover!