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Volleyball is done...kinda sad but i dont think i could have held up too much longer...Regional Runner up's, 2nd place in our conference good job ladies... GO OCELOTS!
I got a phone call that i never expected to get, it made me cry, and showed me that if i speak up good things will happen. I never expected this to actually happen i was so happy i was crying and so was she, i miss them all very much. I love my family soo much...im so happy for what i just did... <3
I think i might of messed something up that wasnt probably even really there but i felt like it was...i guess maybe it is time i move on as much as i dont want to...but my feelings got in the way i guess i shouldnt mess with a good friendship...hah but i did get some good things from it lol
i agree with ash i am very scared of being alone, im very tired of it, and i dont understand why i am. Its not like i have done anything wrong i've treated everyone very well and as i have been told "you did nothing wrong, you were the nicest person i have ever met, the most generous, and you never pissed me off which a girl has always pissed me off in some ways but you didnt, yet i fucked it up" I dont understand how if i was that good you did that twice...i really want a relationship i think, someone to be there for me and someone for me to be there for.
"A kiss that will be so hot and so deep you dont want to come up for air. A kiss that will connect you in a way you could never imagine" Grey's anatomy
<3 i'll end on that write more later peace out <3
I got a phone call that i never expected to get, it made me cry, and showed me that if i speak up good things will happen. I never expected this to actually happen i was so happy i was crying and so was she, i miss them all very much. I love my family soo much...im so happy for what i just did... <3
I think i might of messed something up that wasnt probably even really there but i felt like it was...i guess maybe it is time i move on as much as i dont want to...but my feelings got in the way i guess i shouldnt mess with a good friendship...hah but i did get some good things from it lol
i agree with ash i am very scared of being alone, im very tired of it, and i dont understand why i am. Its not like i have done anything wrong i've treated everyone very well and as i have been told "you did nothing wrong, you were the nicest person i have ever met, the most generous, and you never pissed me off which a girl has always pissed me off in some ways but you didnt, yet i fucked it up" I dont understand how if i was that good you did that twice...i really want a relationship i think, someone to be there for me and someone for me to be there for.
"A kiss that will be so hot and so deep you dont want to come up for air. A kiss that will connect you in a way you could never imagine" Grey's anatomy
<3 i'll end on that write more later peace out <3