Oct 23, 2005 20:10
so many things are happening i feel like school, only like 4 weeks of volleyball left, doctor app. all the time it feels like...
I got to go to the bar for my first time for shell's 21st birthday it was sooooo fun drinkin in public and not getting in trouble its amazing!
I have a doc's apointment tomorrow im kinda scared...kinda more like scared shitless....(2 in 1 haha ash), so far i think i have dealt with things pretty good considering with everything else that is going on i just wish for some good news
Things feel right in a different aspect of my life it felt good to talk about some things that werent really up for discussion lol but still it makes me very happy everytime i think about it and i feel like its one of the good things going on in my life...
i dont really want volleyball to end as weird as that may seem i will miss seeing everyone basically everyday, i know the beginning was rough but the end is good...i just read somethings that reminded me about last years season and it made me realize how good i was when i didnt care what others thought about the way i acted on the court as long as i did what i needed to do and i havent really done that i have been too scared....
I'll probably be having my surgery as soon as possible after 1st semester...its only been like 6 months of postponment lol
HAHA crab spiders with 6 vaginas and that came from watching girls sleep hahhahaHAHAHA what a weirdo but it was probably the funniest conversation i have had with a drunk person while i was sober i have never laughed so hard in my life HAHAHAHA and blueberry fish flavors hahahHAHA funny funny pauls friends are funny!
ok well im out homework to do and whatnot..